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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

i think certain bacteria is being put in my meth getting me sick

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ovo1024

ovo1024

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I been up for 3 days & i think.my dealer who i had a fall out with poisioned this last batch can he do this? A guy on drugs forum talked about parasites being found in his meth. So its possible. I Feel.kinda sick like i got the Flu and my friend who did his own sack from someone else seems fine. Idk it's crazy i didn't start feeling different till my friend said its possible
 
take some benzos or opiates. it sounds like ur have a panic attack. deep breaths. I am on a good amount of yay rn and started to feel a lot of anxiety and took a xanax and all better. also ambien :)
 
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I think this has more to do with the fact that you've been up for 3 days on meth. If your meth is being poisened you should stop taking it and sleep and if it isn't being poisened then you should stop taking it and sleep.
 
I'm not having a panic attack, I'm just tripping over if he actually did this to me. I heard that he told the guy who cooks it to make this batch special for me. Idk he has it out for me
 
youre being paranoid. If you really think he is doing this send your meth to a lab to have it tested.
 
ovo1024 said:
I'm not having a panic attack, I'm just tripping over if he actually did this to me. I heard that he told the guy who cooks it to make this batch special for me. Idk he has it out for me
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If you suspect that someone put something bad into your meth, dispose of it and don't buy from that person again.
 
T. Calderone said:
If you think that someone put something bad into your meth, dispose of it and don't buy from that person again.
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I don't think he put something in it i think he Had his cook make the meth with the Flu virus to get back at me
 
Hey there dear, join me as I enter day four of a sleepless meth binge. Are those bugs? No, that is just the spaghetti you warmed up and swore you would eat but just left there. I"d throw it away or it will be bugs soon.

Even with naps, at this ponit you may be noticing odd connections between people and places and activities, and coming up with some interesting theories to explain them.

THey are all wrong, you are having delusions. No one did anything to your stuff. No one thinks about you but maybe your mother. They don't talk about you when you aren't there, much less scheme to do anything to you. People are boring and lazy.

The only solution is to stop for a while. I recommend you write down what you think is going on, so in two days you can go back and look at it, and see what three days of meth can do to your thought processes. Not that it's stopped me.

Then you can ask me about my bluelight lounge delusion. I did take notes on that one.
 
It's far more likely that your dealer isn't poisoning you with a yet-to-be-named bacteria and that you just need to go to sleep.
 
Take some magnesium . Vitamin D. Drink some Gatorade. Have something to eat. Shower. Bed.
 
Wow, OD has really gone downhill with crappy posts like this still being left open. You're paranoid as fuck, go to sleep man.
 
Rachella666 said:
Wow, OD has really gone downhill with crappy posts like this still being left open. You're paranoid as fuck, go to sleep man.
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Funny how i posted this in BDD not OD dumbass. Also to all you brainiacs out there I'm sober now and i slept & found This guy who my dealer doesnt like said he kinda felt the same way as i did so we set up a plan where he would sell to a mutual friend said she turned out jusT fine
 
I think this WAS useful thread....if someone comes to this site trying to figure out of their delusional or maybe they do have a problem. Looking at the responses to this post has a lot of good info and advice......all the people who posted abt the guy being sleep deprived or delusional should seriously get over themselves ... like anyone who experiments with drugs or has been addicted to a drug hasn't ran on fumes for a few days just to see what it was like....
 
Why certainly Kaden. Although I'm concerned that OP hasn't quite escaped his trip. Then it sounds like he checked his dope out by selling it to a friend. Am I right? He sold what he thought was poison dope to a "friend"?

And snoopy, we're not getting on the guy's case--I've had some pretty bad delusions myself. It's just we need to tell those people that's what they are, when they're having them, and hope they don't get themselves in trouble. That's not a judgment.

Anyway, I've had a couple BL delusions, one in which I was convinced that the people in the lounge are all just alts talking to each other, and I'm really the only accidental poster, involved in an elaborate scheme to do I don't know what, something about getting post counts to 1000. It was pretty complex, and I tried to determine who was who by going off the style of the "location" entry on their profiles. I took pages of notes on that. I'm leaving out a lot of details, obviously, since some are reading this, and it's just weird. I can answer in a PM if anyone's actually interested (they aren't that interesting).

Also was once convinced of an elaborate group of cross-dressing scammers following me around chat sites. Which turns out to be true, except they don't follow, there's just that many of them. That one had the whole internet porn extravaganza.
 
Think you got it wrong scrofula.
The way I read it is they got someone else to buy off the same dealer but they got sold meth with no virus. They took that as validation that the dealer don't like them and sells infected gear to them but sells normal gear to everyone else.

I know it's all bollox but that's the bollox as I understand it. Not that the op sold the moody gear to anyone.
 
Ok thanks, I don't speak young online tweaker (just old tweaker-stpeak). Your version is a bit less psychopathic.

PS, OP: dealers aren't supposed to like you. If they do, you're overpaying.
 
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