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littlehelpp
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I tried registering and all that but it won't let me post and I can't keep trying anymore. Here is the short story, I' m a30year old life long polysubstace drug addict. I may not have time to explain every thing so heres the gist: life long opiate addict, did meth once when I was 21 it was a 7 day no sleep, quarter once binge of constant smoking . Never saw the stuff again. Now Im 30, moved to central Florida and I have shot close to 2 grams over 3 days. I impulsively bought another 1.5 grams and I can't stop. I have stopped now because I think I may be pushing the limit. This is day 4 now I think and I am tired but wired and it is a little scary. Lights brighten from time to time and my face is very red withsteady fast heart beat. What do I do? How is the come down gonna be? Will I be able to work if I make it through? My eyes are starting tcross from time to time then returning to semi-normal state? am I ok. I am bipolar 1 as well and paranoia is starting to become obvious to boss, landlord, baby mother etc,. What do I do