Nearly died again
Amazed!
Very lucky to still be alive.
Please read this. I hope I am not breaking any rules here...
I got really high last night. I did not use enough drugs to kill me, but as I was sitting on the john as the drugs I got high on were wearing off and the ones I took because I had not slept in days were kicking in, I passed out. I fell face down in the floor and did not wake up when it happened. There was a large container of water maybe 3 feet long, 1.5 feet wide, and 6-8 inches deep where my face fell. I would have drowned if nobody heard me fall. They did hear it and my mom got my head out of the water. I found out what happened this morning. I would be dead if I was alone or nobody heard me fall.
I had a good time about six hours ago with a family thanksgiving get together, everyone very happy including myself, seeing people I missed and hadn't seen in a long time. I have gotten quite a lot of attention to the charity Animals Asia and I am promoting them more today. I think I will get better results in the next few hours than I have in any other day with the strategy I am using. Time will tell.
Here is my YouTube channel - you can subscribe to it if you like and see what I am doing. Maybe you would like to get involved in some of it. I have multiple things going on. Eminem's new album goes on sale for $6 at 6:00PM at Wal-Mart, if anyone is interested. I sent the message out through Google circles, along with a request for people to get involved in Animals Asia's work and aid relief for the victime of super typhoon Haiyan - anyone who gets the album for $6 can send $5 to help recovery in the Philippines and another $5 to Animals Asia and it will cost about the same for all three as it would for the CD if you buy it later or if you already paid for it. I know just about any of you could spare $5 for recovery in the Philippines and $5 to save the moon bears. If you like Eminem, you could also spend another 6 bucks for his CD. I know most of you can do it.
I have given over $1,000 to Animals Asia this year, I gave $30 for aid in the Philippines yesterday, and I am buying Eminem's CD for $6 tonight. I don't have a job - I have made about $6,000 this year. I donated probably over $1,500 of it to charity, spent maybe $700 on drugs, and gave most of the rest to my mom. I did give maybe $50 to people in the mental institution while I was there and maybe $150 to my brother and another $50 to a woman who said she needed food. She looked really depressed. I think she wanted drugs but I just did it anyway. I guess I can be stupid at times.
If I can give so much of my money when I don't have much to give, I know most of you could give at least $10. You don't have to be selfish...
I also gave money to Bluelight. It was either $10 or $20 and the donation was matched with an equal amount from someone/somewhere else.
If you give to Animals Asia, you can just choose Friend. There may be a way to say that it is coming from Bluelight - I don't know. Just do what you want.
How to help relief efforts in the Philippines
Make a one time donation to Animals Asia - You can enter an amount such as $5 or whatever you want
I think someone from Animals Asia is trying to get in touch with me, but they don't know how because I have not made any contact info available and I have not read my emails. It does look like I got an email from somebody there and it looks like more than a thank you letter for donating. I might read it later to see what it is about, when I have the nerve to do so and I am not busy doing other things. Maybe I'll just ignore it instead.
NSA EDIT: I moved this from the how are you in one word as I think it fits better here. Glad Your still around TD.