I've been having really intense dreams every night, every single night, dreams that are almost lucid. Normally when I dream (since not being a kid anymore, as a kid I had super intense dreams all the time) it's like I remember them when I wake up, as if watching a movie almost, and only tiny bits and pieces, and most nights I remember nothing, and it's not like I consciously participated. But ever since ibogaine, my dreams have been so much more lucid. I experience them during the dream, in real time, and I make decisions and have thoughts like when I'm awake. Last night my dreams were all about my ex. I hadn't been dreaming about her for a while, to my relief, and then last week I told my therapist I had stopped dreaming about her and since then like half my nights I dream about her. Last night it was a dream that we were together, had gotten back together and were happy, close, loving, etc. When I woke up, I thought it was real for a while and my thought was "shit, why did I do that, I KNOW this is a bad idea". Then I realized it wasn't real, and I felt a mixture of relief, and, to my surprise, disappointment/sadness. Sigh...