Behappystayhappy
Bluelighter
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- Oct 27, 2014
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This is a weird and dumb issue IMO. I love lighting bowls, rolling joints, packing bongs, inhaling smoke, breathing the smoke out with that good taste and smell. It's so fun. BUT I HATE BEING HIGH. The only thing I truly enjoy about being high is I sleep and eat well, and I guess the warm body buzz it gives off. I HATE THE HEAD HIGH, And there's no social fun. I don't even know where to begin how many nights it's ruined because it takes over my mind and ruins my social skills. But the moment that high wears off I get the craving off wanting to smoke more. Which sucks because I've never gone through more than an entire bowlpack in one sesh because once the weed hits me I fall into an abyss of paranoia and I put away all my weed. I DONT EVEN ENJOY MUSIC ON IT. Yes I don't do it anymore except when I'm alone but can anyone relate, I need advice?
When I get high, all my thoughts and feelings fall into a deep area that is completely isolated from reality and my surroundings. And it causes a lot of anti-social situations, that's the main reason I don't like it, I wish I hated smoking it tho.
I've smoked about 100-110 times probably, so I'm not like super new on it.
When I get high, all my thoughts and feelings fall into a deep area that is completely isolated from reality and my surroundings. And it causes a lot of anti-social situations, that's the main reason I don't like it, I wish I hated smoking it tho.
I've smoked about 100-110 times probably, so I'm not like super new on it.