Justinmoore78
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 15, 2016
- Messages
- 164
Coming from couple years of heavy pill using and then 5+ years of heroin addiction i decided after overdosing and dying for 2 minutes I needed a change.
Ok so I moved to my parents in Tn , started taking methadone 120mg for quite a bit but under a year got kicked out from motorcycle accident and loosing my job. Found subs or bunavial here and there Xanax a little but mostly had to cold turkey it. Been over a month and going to the doctor because of accident I was told today that my liver is in chronic failure. He showed me the results and literately everything was in the red as in not good, well besides my platelets they were ok.
He just said ir could kill you anytime between 6 weeks to 60 years. What kind of diagnosis is this? He said because of the amount of drugs I snorted it's what done it. I didn't know apparently shooting it bypasses your liver. He actually wrote me a prescription for 0c 40s and Roxy 30s and Valium. What did I do? Bought a big bag of meth, I'm pissed off! All the shit ive done to overcome my weaknesses to hear this? I'm sure it's good punishing me for my sins I don't know. I'm sure meth us the last thing I should be doing but I just give up, fuck man, I don't even like this shit
My advice to new users, don't want to e d up like me, now every day i gotta wonder this
Ok so I moved to my parents in Tn , started taking methadone 120mg for quite a bit but under a year got kicked out from motorcycle accident and loosing my job. Found subs or bunavial here and there Xanax a little but mostly had to cold turkey it. Been over a month and going to the doctor because of accident I was told today that my liver is in chronic failure. He showed me the results and literately everything was in the red as in not good, well besides my platelets they were ok.
He just said ir could kill you anytime between 6 weeks to 60 years. What kind of diagnosis is this? He said because of the amount of drugs I snorted it's what done it. I didn't know apparently shooting it bypasses your liver. He actually wrote me a prescription for 0c 40s and Roxy 30s and Valium. What did I do? Bought a big bag of meth, I'm pissed off! All the shit ive done to overcome my weaknesses to hear this? I'm sure it's good punishing me for my sins I don't know. I'm sure meth us the last thing I should be doing but I just give up, fuck man, I don't even like this shit
My advice to new users, don't want to e d up like me, now every day i gotta wonder this