Germinator
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Hello Bluelight members,
I really need your help right now. Let me start from the beginning...
a week ago I decided, even though I had a cold to drop half an ecstasy pill. It was this one (Mickey Mouse) http://www.pillreports.net/index.php?page=display_pill&id=34596
I had done this before (with a cold) so I thought I would be fine with half a pill. I had some empathy towards the other people there but soon after like 2 hours i became depressed, which led me to drink alcohol. I had never experienced this before on ecstasy only AFTER it. I did not test it, which i know was stupid and I won't ever do drugs without testing anymore. Actually I don't think I will ever do drugs from now on.
The others didn't find the pill great either but couldn't sleep the whole night, which leads me to think the pill was cut with speed. I do think there was some mdma in it but not a lot, it also tasted bitter.
So here comes the bad part: The after-effects: The whole week in school i couldn't focus, had nightmares (which subsides fortunately) and the skin of my head was tingling and feeling numb - which is all normal for mdma after effects. Although I felt way more worn out than usual after mdma, which is weird because i didnt take a whole pill. But all that was normal i quess because i still had a little cold.
Yesterday I couldn't focus on what my parents said when I talked to them and allways had waves of anxiety and my mood changed very quickly from depressed to happy, ebergic and dancing. I tried not to freak out and I went to a house party allready tired, smoked tabacco through a hooca and drank alcohol (only 3 beer in like 3 hours). When I got home I fell asleep and woke up in the middle of the night my whole my whole body shaking, could barely walk. it felt like I was cold because I'd get chills but i knew that i was actually pretty warm. my muscle were weak and I was kind of short of breath. It did not go away yet, and I do not have fever. it feels like it is the consequence of my drug use last week, because when I was depressed after the high, I would get these chills too. Also I have chest tightness the whole time, not sure if this has anything to do with it, but never had that either. Also feel dizzy the whole time
Anyways, i will go for a walk now, pls help me im freaked out
I really need your help right now. Let me start from the beginning...
a week ago I decided, even though I had a cold to drop half an ecstasy pill. It was this one (Mickey Mouse) http://www.pillreports.net/index.php?page=display_pill&id=34596
I had done this before (with a cold) so I thought I would be fine with half a pill. I had some empathy towards the other people there but soon after like 2 hours i became depressed, which led me to drink alcohol. I had never experienced this before on ecstasy only AFTER it. I did not test it, which i know was stupid and I won't ever do drugs without testing anymore. Actually I don't think I will ever do drugs from now on.
The others didn't find the pill great either but couldn't sleep the whole night, which leads me to think the pill was cut with speed. I do think there was some mdma in it but not a lot, it also tasted bitter.
So here comes the bad part: The after-effects: The whole week in school i couldn't focus, had nightmares (which subsides fortunately) and the skin of my head was tingling and feeling numb - which is all normal for mdma after effects. Although I felt way more worn out than usual after mdma, which is weird because i didnt take a whole pill. But all that was normal i quess because i still had a little cold.
Yesterday I couldn't focus on what my parents said when I talked to them and allways had waves of anxiety and my mood changed very quickly from depressed to happy, ebergic and dancing. I tried not to freak out and I went to a house party allready tired, smoked tabacco through a hooca and drank alcohol (only 3 beer in like 3 hours). When I got home I fell asleep and woke up in the middle of the night my whole my whole body shaking, could barely walk. it felt like I was cold because I'd get chills but i knew that i was actually pretty warm. my muscle were weak and I was kind of short of breath. It did not go away yet, and I do not have fever. it feels like it is the consequence of my drug use last week, because when I was depressed after the high, I would get these chills too. Also I have chest tightness the whole time, not sure if this has anything to do with it, but never had that either. Also feel dizzy the whole time
Anyways, i will go for a walk now, pls help me im freaked out