what if it doesn't get better, your dreams don't come true, your broke, unemployed, bankrupt and your wife loves someone else. I mean add to that a Jerry Springer childhood and some of us have good reason to want to leave this world. My whole life has been one big shit sandwich of poverty, failed business ventures and unemployment. How do you keep going? How do you cope with your life being a steaming pile compared to what you wanted? Also I live in a state where weed isn't legal so I don't even have an easy way to escape my hell bastards lol