I'm stumped, maybe someone can help or related.
- Heroin. Managed to get myself addicted to it twice, was a terrible idea, never again. Why never again? Because quite frankly i never felt a thing beside a slight buzz, and by slight buzz, i mean I get more of a buzz from weed... which i'm told by everyone is abnormal, my h was bunk, etc. But I can assure that gear was not bunk, because i have a friend who takes heroin who confirmed it was indeed 'very strong'.
Because it was very strong, but i wasn't feeling much smoking it (#3) or snorting it (#4) ( and also had tried black tar) - i got hooked, because i spent weeks trying to get to that big euphoria everyone talks about.
In the end, i went to rehab, cleaned up, and got hooked again a year later, and now I've been clean for 2 years. Again, i don't think i'll ever try it again because no euphoria was ever felt - any similar experience?
- Meth (crystal) - i get quite focused, it's nice, in excess however instead of 'going higher' i just feel tired, sluggish, my legs feel like they're on some sort of weird threadmill. I take very little pleasure from it, so that's another drug i seem to react completely differently from others. I guess that's a blessing, in this case, but still: why??
- Ketamine - I don't why but ket gives me full body orgasm even at low dosage. My whole body becomes a pleasure center and while i never tried sex on it i'd love to. ironically, 'full body orgasm' is usually reserved for pieces about opiates, so i'm very confused.
PS: ive been told by doctors i may suffer from low serotonine and cortisol issues. Could it be related?
- Heroin. Managed to get myself addicted to it twice, was a terrible idea, never again. Why never again? Because quite frankly i never felt a thing beside a slight buzz, and by slight buzz, i mean I get more of a buzz from weed... which i'm told by everyone is abnormal, my h was bunk, etc. But I can assure that gear was not bunk, because i have a friend who takes heroin who confirmed it was indeed 'very strong'.
Because it was very strong, but i wasn't feeling much smoking it (#3) or snorting it (#4) ( and also had tried black tar) - i got hooked, because i spent weeks trying to get to that big euphoria everyone talks about.
In the end, i went to rehab, cleaned up, and got hooked again a year later, and now I've been clean for 2 years. Again, i don't think i'll ever try it again because no euphoria was ever felt - any similar experience?
- Meth (crystal) - i get quite focused, it's nice, in excess however instead of 'going higher' i just feel tired, sluggish, my legs feel like they're on some sort of weird threadmill. I take very little pleasure from it, so that's another drug i seem to react completely differently from others. I guess that's a blessing, in this case, but still: why??
- Ketamine - I don't why but ket gives me full body orgasm even at low dosage. My whole body becomes a pleasure center and while i never tried sex on it i'd love to. ironically, 'full body orgasm' is usually reserved for pieces about opiates, so i'm very confused.
PS: ive been told by doctors i may suffer from low serotonine and cortisol issues. Could it be related?