I don't know what's going on with my body...and a bit of my mind

[THE_REAL_OBLIVION]

Goddamnit, I had written a pretty long post and I'm just so overloaded with pain physically and fear, medically that I didn't copypaste into a text editor what I was posting like usual when I make a detailed moderately long post and BL had to be on maintenance...I guess it was slightly therapeutic to write down my thoughts but, well, nevermind, I have to try to get some sleep. If anybody cares about what I'm very upset, to put it mildly, just PM me. Mods can just close this, the thread is ruined.