Last year I used MDMA a lot, twice a week at peak, typically say 100-250mg then another 50-150mg later in evening, higher end when my tolerance was high. Also was using mephadrone, ketamine, 2CB, coke, but those all only occasionally. Then I learned about the dangers, as well as lost the magic, so cut right down to once every two months around October time. All seemed well and I assumed I'd got away with my usage.
Cut to April 2016 and the first festival of the year and I broke my own rule. Did kitty flipping day 1, and candy kitty flipping day 2, moderate doses. But ever since, from pretty much the day after, I've been a mess.
I basically feel like I've drunk 10 cups of coffee all the time. Palpitations, literally cannot sit still sometimes, twitchy, high BP. It's exhausting. I have cut out all drugs, even caffeine. Am eating super healthily, exercising. I do get sleep, though wake up a lot, usually with a jolt. Weirdly there is no emotional content to this. No anxiety. It's a purely physical thing.
Looking at others' stories I can find no similar stories of long term come downs. I wondered if anyone experienced this, knew of it, had any ideas of what to do.
Cut to April 2016 and the first festival of the year and I broke my own rule. Did kitty flipping day 1, and candy kitty flipping day 2, moderate doses. But ever since, from pretty much the day after, I've been a mess.
I basically feel like I've drunk 10 cups of coffee all the time. Palpitations, literally cannot sit still sometimes, twitchy, high BP. It's exhausting. I have cut out all drugs, even caffeine. Am eating super healthily, exercising. I do get sleep, though wake up a lot, usually with a jolt. Weirdly there is no emotional content to this. No anxiety. It's a purely physical thing.
Looking at others' stories I can find no similar stories of long term come downs. I wondered if anyone experienced this, knew of it, had any ideas of what to do.
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