Well, long story, but basically have lost my Valium.
My GP is almost certainly going to tell me to fuck off: I'm on a very strict staged supply.
I'm only meant to have 5 mgs a day, and some days that is all I have, but on other days sometimes more.
Right now am hoping drug dealer will have some. ..but he usually only does Xanax, for which he charges like a wounded bull...
I am so tired of being diazepam dependent. There's nothing worse, IME, than Valium withdrawal. I'm not likely to feel sick for at least 24 hours but I am already feeling sick with fear of feeling sick.
In the past I've quit Valium but always very gradually and even then on two occasions I had seizures.
Yet maybe I could man up to it with alcohol and some sort of stupefying antidepressant like mirtazapine or deptran? My GP would probably do deptran.
of course I could try hitting different GP but 9 times out of ten they'll say no in my experience.
Am so worried.
My GP is almost certainly going to tell me to fuck off: I'm on a very strict staged supply.
I'm only meant to have 5 mgs a day, and some days that is all I have, but on other days sometimes more.
Right now am hoping drug dealer will have some. ..but he usually only does Xanax, for which he charges like a wounded bull...
I am so tired of being diazepam dependent. There's nothing worse, IME, than Valium withdrawal. I'm not likely to feel sick for at least 24 hours but I am already feeling sick with fear of feeling sick.
In the past I've quit Valium but always very gradually and even then on two occasions I had seizures.
Yet maybe I could man up to it with alcohol and some sort of stupefying antidepressant like mirtazapine or deptran? My GP would probably do deptran.
of course I could try hitting different GP but 9 times out of ten they'll say no in my experience.
Am so worried.