well. it starts a month ago, I take a hit and half of what I think was 25-c nbome,
maybe 1100/1200 mics and have had a really bad trip for several hours.
it seems has changed me drastically in a negative way, never had these problems before with mushrooms or LSD.
after a month the situation seems changed little, except for severe headaches that I had the first 2 weeks.
I have anxiety and panic attacks that I can curb with benzo. I think I developed a bit HPPD (as cevs of trip, visual snow, static) and derealization, but I fear something more
I always head confused and out of tune, I can not more to entertain or be happy, I have a void of emotions and thoughts, I locked myself, I speak very little.
it seems i developed cognitive disorders and perception, visual but even auditory perhaps. and it is as my brain is a bit detached from my senses, after this.
I have memory lapses stronger than normal, I feel 24/24 shot down and tired. Sometimes I have disturbed and distorted thoughts.
Visual disturbances, cause me anguish and paranoia
I feel like my brain does not process colors and shapes as before,
even the perception of space seems different than before, I feel confused visually
this makes me terrible think to have altered my brain permanently.
I see a little misty. The colors seem to me changed: fuzzy, less dense, lightened, also the light of the sun . as they lost something.
sometimes they get confused, they seem almost drool over (eye examination is perfect). sometimes I perceive perspective errors.
if focus with steady eyes it seems to me, that for a few moments, things improve slightly. I happen to notice continuous regular flash with eyes closed
after the bad trip I stopped all drugs, alcohol and caffeine.
I would ask. are these disorders typical of an HPPD / derealization? or do I need to investigate more thoroughly to neurological problems or psychic?
i take this shit cause one give me instead of lsd
sorry for language
maybe 1100/1200 mics and have had a really bad trip for several hours.
it seems has changed me drastically in a negative way, never had these problems before with mushrooms or LSD.
after a month the situation seems changed little, except for severe headaches that I had the first 2 weeks.
I have anxiety and panic attacks that I can curb with benzo. I think I developed a bit HPPD (as cevs of trip, visual snow, static) and derealization, but I fear something more
I always head confused and out of tune, I can not more to entertain or be happy, I have a void of emotions and thoughts, I locked myself, I speak very little.
it seems i developed cognitive disorders and perception, visual but even auditory perhaps. and it is as my brain is a bit detached from my senses, after this.
I have memory lapses stronger than normal, I feel 24/24 shot down and tired. Sometimes I have disturbed and distorted thoughts.
Visual disturbances, cause me anguish and paranoia
I feel like my brain does not process colors and shapes as before,
even the perception of space seems different than before, I feel confused visually
this makes me terrible think to have altered my brain permanently.
I see a little misty. The colors seem to me changed: fuzzy, less dense, lightened, also the light of the sun . as they lost something.
sometimes they get confused, they seem almost drool over (eye examination is perfect). sometimes I perceive perspective errors.
if focus with steady eyes it seems to me, that for a few moments, things improve slightly. I happen to notice continuous regular flash with eyes closed
after the bad trip I stopped all drugs, alcohol and caffeine.
I would ask. are these disorders typical of an HPPD / derealization? or do I need to investigate more thoroughly to neurological problems or psychic?
i take this shit cause one give me instead of lsd
sorry for language
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