I just vaped another 0.3g Opium and I'm nodding hard my beloved bluelighters. Very hard to keep my eyes open and my hand-eye coordination has become difficult too. This is so different than oral use (which sedates only without the interesting spectrum of cerebral effects). I feel a bit cheesy right now for some reason hihi. Now with the higher dose it has definitely become very sedating. I have lost control over my eye movemens too (they are kinda darting around. I think opioid users know what I mean). I'll shut down my laptop now, light a few candles, go into my bed and enjoy my lovey-dovey daydreams. Opium is really interesting...I feel heavy but also very light. Must be the interesting interaction between all the alkaloids that create this unique effect. I feel very sensual without feeling sexual.
Anyway, good night my beloved bluelighters. I love you all and wish you a peaceful day/night werever you are. No matter if you are a pothead, a cokefiend, opidopi artishoki like me, psychotic methhead or a crackwhore...we are all family. One day we have to meet up at my favorite vacation spot: Santa Monica (ooooh the childhood memories of me and my parents at the beach eating ice cream in the 90s with hot dogs from that incredible food stand and so many friendly people all around us - so very difrent than here in bleak Germany - haven't been there since 15 years and I hope not much has changed) and have a nice beach party together. We really ought to organize a bluelight meetup one day.
Wanna meet and hug all you guys from
@DeathIndustrial88 (the gloomy doomy guy) to
@negrogesic (is he really a talking doggo?) to
@Nas47 (slav squat lol) to
@Electrum1 (kick Justin "Castro" Trudeau's ass for me please) to
@Nurse Ratched (the good spirit of the house) to
@arrall (all hail the admin *propagandistic music starts to play*) and
@xtcgrrrl (I disagree with some posts but you are cool and intelligent...and responsible) and some other people here whose names I have forgotten. On a more serious note: this community is what has kept me sane since I registered here in 2022. Not the drugs, but you guys. You really seem like genuinely nice, helpful and intelligent people. This is a wonderful forum that doesn't suffer from toxicity and has some of the most mature moderators that truly allow free speech. Please keep it that way. C'mon, group hug y'all
God, this comment has taken me almost a whole hour to write due to my heavy sedation. I'm passing out every minute or so. Good night from Germany.