7ca5p
Bluelighter
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- May 22, 2009
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Hi all.
Let me start with a bit of an overview.
I am a very ill person, so spend a lot of time in hospitals. I am not a part of your lovely society where you can enjoy relationships both emotionally and intimately. I just wanted to make that distinction, as a lot of people will read the thread title and question it's prerogative. Without going in to masses of detail - the problem is a brain tumour, a bowel condition, and a fucked up histamine system. All of these are seemingly irrelevant to the issue I am about to outline; which is altogether one of the more modest and smaller issues currently. But is an issue I would like resolved none the less!
My problem is, I have asked to stop being given the Zoloft and Morphine/codeine that have been filling my system in the last couple of years.
The result has been mentally positive, but physically negative.
My libido is sky high. One of the more irritating symptoms of this is that every single night, I now have wet dreams, sometimes multiple ejaculations in the same night. I know just writing that felt ridiculous, as it is indeed completely absurd. Even on nights this doesn't happen, the day is often filled with a frustrating body feeling.
Anyway. My point is, I don't like this. I don't like the constant stigma attached to someone in their mid twenties who fills their hospital bed with semen. Disgusting, out of place, and rather unpleasant for all parties involved, as you can imagine.
I am wondering if there is anything that could suppress this. I have no doubt that the cause is obviously just a very high libido, with no way of properly fulfilling that sexual tension.
The problem is, conventional testosterone inhibitors are not an option, as I need the testosterone to aid my strength in my slow, demoralising recovery (if recovery is even possible at this stage).
I'm hoping some of you experts in here will be able to offer any sort of advice. I am interested in any thing that might aid this, whether that be a behavioural change, a medication, dietary - whatever.
Essentially, I fucking hate having a sex drive. Even before I entered hospital treatment I found it to be a frustrating distraction. So now as a patient, the feeling is confounded and exaggerated even more.
Thank you for reading, and thank you for any help.
Let me start with a bit of an overview.
I am a very ill person, so spend a lot of time in hospitals. I am not a part of your lovely society where you can enjoy relationships both emotionally and intimately. I just wanted to make that distinction, as a lot of people will read the thread title and question it's prerogative. Without going in to masses of detail - the problem is a brain tumour, a bowel condition, and a fucked up histamine system. All of these are seemingly irrelevant to the issue I am about to outline; which is altogether one of the more modest and smaller issues currently. But is an issue I would like resolved none the less!
My problem is, I have asked to stop being given the Zoloft and Morphine/codeine that have been filling my system in the last couple of years.
The result has been mentally positive, but physically negative.
My libido is sky high. One of the more irritating symptoms of this is that every single night, I now have wet dreams, sometimes multiple ejaculations in the same night. I know just writing that felt ridiculous, as it is indeed completely absurd. Even on nights this doesn't happen, the day is often filled with a frustrating body feeling.
Anyway. My point is, I don't like this. I don't like the constant stigma attached to someone in their mid twenties who fills their hospital bed with semen. Disgusting, out of place, and rather unpleasant for all parties involved, as you can imagine.
I am wondering if there is anything that could suppress this. I have no doubt that the cause is obviously just a very high libido, with no way of properly fulfilling that sexual tension.
The problem is, conventional testosterone inhibitors are not an option, as I need the testosterone to aid my strength in my slow, demoralising recovery (if recovery is even possible at this stage).
I'm hoping some of you experts in here will be able to offer any sort of advice. I am interested in any thing that might aid this, whether that be a behavioural change, a medication, dietary - whatever.
Essentially, I fucking hate having a sex drive. Even before I entered hospital treatment I found it to be a frustrating distraction. So now as a patient, the feeling is confounded and exaggerated even more.
Thank you for reading, and thank you for any help.
