i’ll give some info about myself concerning drugs.
when i was 16-18, marijuana used to give me euphoric effects…i used to feel comfy and happy..super relaxed and okay with what was going in around me…i’d get paranoid here and there but it wasn’t awful, but it started to become more frequent. im 26 now and rarely smoke, but when i do it’s awful. ive pinpointed the problem to my guilt and shame..marijuana exacerbates this in me greatly. i get to the point that i’m shaking and questioning my own sanity. it’s obvious to me that i’m not living as great as i should, but the thoughts are so intrusive and it’s too much for me. I love the effects of opiates and cocaine much more than marijuana, but if i could somehow utilize marijuana for euphoria and relaxation instead of the “heady” effects it gives me…id rarely use the other two drugs ive mentioned. am i smoking too much? should i use certain types of strains?
when i was 16-18, marijuana used to give me euphoric effects…i used to feel comfy and happy..super relaxed and okay with what was going in around me…i’d get paranoid here and there but it wasn’t awful, but it started to become more frequent. im 26 now and rarely smoke, but when i do it’s awful. ive pinpointed the problem to my guilt and shame..marijuana exacerbates this in me greatly. i get to the point that i’m shaking and questioning my own sanity. it’s obvious to me that i’m not living as great as i should, but the thoughts are so intrusive and it’s too much for me. I love the effects of opiates and cocaine much more than marijuana, but if i could somehow utilize marijuana for euphoria and relaxation instead of the “heady” effects it gives me…id rarely use the other two drugs ive mentioned. am i smoking too much? should i use certain types of strains?