Hello this is my second post but have been lurking on this site for quite a while. I am on a pretty high dose of roxy and I am supposed to take 30mg every four hours. That's 180mg a day I have been legit with my symptoms and my intake for the last 4 years. I never asked for an increase and the only time I got them was when the doc saw I was really in pain. I also never mysteriously lost my pills or lied to doc, I have been very upfront with them and told them when I used more than I should. Last week I had to ask for another script due to mine getting damaged the following day I got them and again it was legit. I got proof that they had been damaged and I even filed a report with the authorities. I brought them with me to doc since I thought I had to return them but neither the doc or pharma asked for them. So now I have a new script and my 95% full damaged bottle. Needless to say I abused the hell out of them. Wtf I was thinking I don't know but they were tic tacs. I didn't abuse just to abuse but I had a fight in the street and I did more damage to myself than the other guy. Most men would boast that they beat someone down but the truth is someone came looking for it and I went on the offensive so fast that he never had the opportunity to hit me or defend himself. Simply I got lucky but I know now I have to walk away. The pain I went through was unreal. The extra doses did nothing at all and I called the doc for a shot of cortizone to see if it would help which it didn't. While I was there he gave me a scripts for a 10 panel test which checks my levels and to see what else I'm on. I'm not worried about anything else because I don't even drink but I know my levels are extremely high. I also suffer from malabsorption which means drugs hit my system and stick around for a while. This is why I don't drink since one beer will get me drunk and give a false reading if tested. I have 12 days before I return to the doc so I have to go soon to the lab and I don't want to lose my script. I truly need it. I have 5 plates, 9 screws, 2 bolts and so much hardware in my shoulder from three surgeries that I don't know anymore what went in and came out anymore. I'm scared that I will test high. I have been drinking 3 gallons of water a day for the last year so I don't know if that helps. I really need help