I'm new here so bare with me. ? SWIM has been clean off of everything for 42 days so far. Well SWIM just picked up 3 2mg Xanax bars. Specifically the green ones split into 3 parts, made by DAVA. I heard they're the "best" bars out there because there's muscle relaxers in them, but I doubt that. Before SWIM's clean time, she used Xanax recreationally only for a few months or so. But the last month very heavily, averaging around 4-10mg a day. SWIM does have severe anxiety issues that manifests in nervous tics & compulsively pulling out her hair & picking at her skin. Gross I know.
SWIM wants to take all 3 of these sticks in one night. SWIM lives with her parents & brother who are very suspicious of her drug habits so she would mostly stay in her bedroom at night. SWIM has to go to group therapy tomorrow morning at 9am & also is attending an open interview (10am-6pm) that is very important to SWIM.
So my question is, how should SWIM space out the bars to get the most fucked up while making it last at least 4-5 hours. SWIM doesn't mind staying up late.
SWIM wants to take all 3 of these sticks in one night. SWIM lives with her parents & brother who are very suspicious of her drug habits so she would mostly stay in her bedroom at night. SWIM has to go to group therapy tomorrow morning at 9am & also is attending an open interview (10am-6pm) that is very important to SWIM.
So my question is, how should SWIM space out the bars to get the most fucked up while making it last at least 4-5 hours. SWIM doesn't mind staying up late.