I know what you mean about ganja. When I smoked it as a youngster it was nothing but giggles. After a decade of chronic smoking, a switch flipped in my head and the anxiety and paranoia began. That switch cannot be reversed, even 12 years after I stopped smoking completely a few puffs results in anxiety. The only time I dare smoke it now is on MDMA, because it's impossible for me to feel bad on that stuff.With mushrooms, anxiety always marks the beginning of the trip for me. As someone mentioned above, I am better off alone during this period, until the "love everything" feeling grows out of the anxiety. That is really what the tripper is seeking I believe. The anxiety and "weirdness" is simply an uncomfortable price you have to pay in the the beginning, as a means to an end.
Also, I almost always have to have marijuana to experience visuals with psilocybin. Using mushrooms for me is an altogether different thing for me without it.
Marijuana, alone, is a terrible experience for me now. Too much heavy smoking perhaps brought about some kind of allergy. I haven't smoked it in about 5-6 years and don't plan on ever doing so again, (unless it happens to be in the the form of an edible, which for me is an entirely different drug experience.)
I know what you mean about ganja. When I smoked it as a youngster it was nothing but giggles. After a decade of chronic smoking, a switch flipped in my head and the anxiety and paranoia began. That switch cannot be reversed, even 12 years after I stopped smoking completely a few puffs results in anxiety. The only time I dare smoke it now is on MDMA, because it's impossible for me to feel bad on that stuff.
With mushrooms, anxiety always marks the beginning of the trip for me. As someone mentioned above, I am better off alone during this period, until the "love everything" feeling grows out of the anxiety. That is really what the tripper is seeking I believe. The anxiety and "weirdness" is simply an uncomfortable price you have to pay in the the beginning, as a means to an end.
Also, I almost always have to have marijuana to experience visuals with psilocybin. Using mushrooms for me is an altogether different thing for me without it.
Marijuana, alone, is a terrible experience for me now. Too much heavy smoking perhaps brought about some kind of allergy. I haven't smoked it in about 5-6 years and don't plan on ever doing so again, (unless it happens to be in the the form of an edible, which for me is an entirely different drug experience.)
I know what you mean about ganja. When I smoked it as a youngster it was nothing but giggles. After a decade of chronic smoking, a switch flipped in my head and the anxiety and paranoia began. That switch cannot be reversed, even 12 years after I stopped smoking completely a few puffs results in anxiety. The only time I dare smoke it now is on MDMA, because it's impossible for me to feel bad on that stuff.
Out of all psychedelics I've taken, I'm incredibly sensitive to mushrooms (or possibly to tryptamines in general). I can eat loads and loads of LSD or 2c-b and never even feel uncomfortable, whereas with mushrooms I always feel a bit like, on the edge. Less control, as in, even when it's going very good, I can see how it could go the wrong direction, sort of teetering on the edge.
That's part of the experience for me, mushrooms have kicked my ass harder than any other psychedelic by a mile. 3.5g of mushrooms was the hardest I've ever tripped in my life (I've also taken a 10 strip of quality LSD and 45+ mg of 2c-b in a single dose, and probably 75mg+ over the course of a night, doesn't compare). I find with other psychedelics if I don't want to go down an incredibly introspective and critical train of thought, I am free to simply choose not to, but with mushrooms they don't give me much of a choice.
I've been in some pretty dark and scary places on a mushroom trip, but by the end its the most beautiful experience, like a purge.
As a side note, the body load and stomach discomfort/nausea from mushrooms has often been the catalyst for the bad experiences I've had. Many a times where I could have walked off the bad vibe, I get in this sick to my stomach couch lock where my mind sort of gets the better of me.
I ask because pot makes paranoid to at least some level every time I smoke.