I'm aware many people praise methadone...I, personally, wouldn't touch a free 5-gallon bucket full of the stuff...not even with a 10-foot pole.
I had a very bad reaction to Methadone(as well as most all other non-phenantherene synthecics like Demerol
p)...shit sucks). I didn't even take a high dose....at the time had an appx. 120mg morphine tolerance(react well to morph...much like hydro), and took, I shit you not, no more than 20mg Methadone MAX. maybe 25, idk.
The come up was horrid...a sense of uneasiness began to grow into full on dysphoria. Withdrawals relieved....but there I was feeling even WORSE, and beggening to think I may have made my last mistake.
Long story short....for the rest of that day and night, I had terrifying, anxiogenic heart flutters/PVCs...whatever they were they felt HORRID. And if I didn't move constantly I thought I would die.
This stuff IME felt a lot more like some kinda God-awful benzodiazepine than an opiate. If there were any real opioid effects (besides withdrawal relief...overrated) I couldn't notice, muchless enjoy any of them.
It messed with my cardiac function enough that for a good 2 months after that I got real, real serious about cutting back on all drugs.....pot was easy, I couldn't take 2-puffs of dank without my heart going ker-plunk, lol. When I finally got back on some phenantherene opiates, my heart gradually made(I hope) a full recovery.
I'm glad to be back to smoking all the pot I need, taking as many pain pills as I need, and i'm even dabbling with stimulants in combination, and my heart has never been better. But it took a lot of time (maybe 2 months) to get my body back to squares, and even longer for my mind, after that Methadone.
Even so, this whole Methadone Mistake left a serious impression(read: scar, lol) on me. I will never touch Methadone, Demerol, or any other Non-phenantherene opioid again.
So good luck OP, but really you make you're own luck. Don't do anything the Clinton's wouldn't do! Ha!
P.S. FDA recently issued a warning about IMMODIUM, commonly discussed here on BL. In excessive dosages(also common among Bl'ers) it can, and DOES cause many of the same Cardiac-rythym irregularaties that are caused by Methadone.
The fact the law allows such a dangerous drug to be sold in place of less dangerous, more effective narcotic-antidiarrheals, just goes to show...things are...not..what they seem.
Pleease, Sister Morphine....turn my. Nightmare into dreams. Ohhhhh cause my stools are pretty loose....and I got some....urine...onn myyy shoes!