well, one piece of advice to you man is to just BE CAREFUL and IF POSSIBLE, DROP ALL THINGS NOW! sure, if you go out w/ the boys, you can have a drink or two. jut dont DRIVE, cuz I picked up 2 DUI's and I hardly fucking drink but if you look at me record you'd think I am a raging alcoholic.
I also had an addictive personality all throughout life. when I was young it was just weed almost every day, ecstasy on the weekends, ketamine and crystal meth when going to clubs and whatnot.
eventually it all caught up to me and before you know it was I was doing Oxy 80's. ended up getting arrested, going to jail, meeting the wrong people, getting caught up w/ perc 30's for a bit, and then BOOM, before you know it was it was HEROIN and I was SHOOTING it - that was 6 or 7 years ago and I've been doing it since. nowadays I am on bupe/suboxone and able to keep a handle, but its not easy, man.. so just be careful. I am sure you heard this a million times, but I am just letting you know because I was once in your shoes.
I've been using phenibut because back when I was 21 I used to used GHB and I FUCKING LOVED IT! I was living in NYC at the time and that was a "club drug" out htere. once I moved back to Boston GHB was hard to find, so I started reading these boards more and more and finally found SOMETHING that was CLOSE but not exactly the same; that drug being Phenibut.
I will buy Phenibut here and there and go through 100G's over the course of a month or two. I use it 2-3 times a week w/ multiple days off throughout. and once I run out I leave it be for at least another month or so before I order a new batch. I try to never abuse the stuff because although it makes me feel good at times, its really nothing special compared to all the other drugs I've been on, lol.