morphine-dreams
Bluelighter
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I've been physically dependent on opiates on and off for about 4 months, totally happened accidentally too. Binged on kratom extract for 3 days and boom, withdrawals. I was using regular kratom before that but definitely was not addicted. I still would like to use recreationally because I honestly don't even like using opiates every day, my tolerance goes up so fast and I hate all the other problems that come with daily use, so I'm not too worried about getting psychologically addicted. It's just that ever since I fucked up that first time, I always go into withdrawal whenever I'd try to use recreationally (usually after 2 weeks clean, sometimes as long as a month), and I every rapidly climb up to my previous tolerance, hence on and off addiction. I also used poppyseed tea from time to time, apparently too often, because I was definitely getting withdrawals from that too. I'd love to use just from time to time, but how long should I stay clean before I can do so?