THIS is the thread I was looking for haha, finally found it.
Today, so far ive had--
80mg Methadone (1 40mg wafer, 4 10mg pills, oral)
4mg Clonazepam (4 1mg pills, oral)
.5mg Alprazolam (1/4 of 2mg bar, oral)
100mg Hydroxyzine (4 25mg Capsules)
62mg Promethazine (2 25mg pills, 12mg from Prometh DM cough syrup)
30mg DXM (Promethazine DM Liquid)
7% Alcohol (from Promethazine DM liquid)
Nicotine/Tobacco (Marlboro 100s)
Caffeine (2 cups of strong coffee)
Feeling mighty fine today, I love how Promethazine, Hydroxyzine, DXM, and benzos potentiate my 'done. It literally feels better than a heroin high. (I was a black tar heroin smoker for almost 2 years).....
Ever since I went into w/d from heroin, I stay as far away from it as possible. That shit is straight up poison. It tastes like shit, literally like expired vinager. Before I was smoking heroin, I was on Hydrocodone/Oxycodone for about 6 years, after pills got way to expensive, of course I had to support my habit at the time, I got introduced to the devil, his name is Heroin. The W/d I got from it, I would've literally killed myself, I couldn't handle 30 mins of that w/d.
So I finally committed to my family, that im trapped, and need help, it was the hardest thing in my life to commit to my family that im a drug addict. I had no other choice, it was that, or 6 feet under. Ever since then, I've been on 80mg methadone to keep me stable.