I started out as a rather innocent user, at age 13 got drunk for the first time puking my guts out and also that age smoked my first joint, joints I rapidly started using daily all day even in school, at age 14 discovered my first techno rave and jeff mills soon became my favorite and with all this of course the best xtc ever, the 90s xtc, we had a steady supply of the world famous and most amazing fat mitsubishi pills with spickles and no breakline, i used xtc every friday 5 pills, every saturday 5 pills, at parties of course, but because for some reasons wednesday always was a very shitty day to feel better when everyone was in bed popping 5 xtc pills every wednesday night, listening to techno and dancing in my room or climb out my window to meet up with a friend and his sis.
The xtc was besides smoking joints about the only thing i did, a few friends of mine preferred amp but at the time it just stressed me out and made me agressive so didnt do that more than 2 or 3 times just one line.
At age 15 I became resident dj from technoze, who gave parties in rooms for about 500 ppl so decent and I played every party 2 hrs set for 100 euro per hour, and i was good cause soon i was playing in holland and france too and my biggest gig ever in 2002 at I love techno before a crowd of 200.000 ppl, the biggest techno festival in the world, so at age 15 i quit xtc and only smoked joints on days i didnt had a gig i wanted to be sober to fully master my djing which i expanded from 3 vinyl decks to semi live with the brand new roland mc 909 groovebox, i dix gigs till i was 19 and vinyl changed to cds and ppl got laptops just pushing some buttons that isnt djing so at 19 i quit and by then i also quit smoking weed.
Then at 19 got from an older friend who was in the coke scene a top number for coke, so we tried it out, me and another friend who only now and then did a few hits from a joint and never did xtc or amp, well, he was willing to each buy one g coke, it was exciting, not really knowing what to expect, my friend only did two mini lines that night so he had no effect and saved the rest for later, i did two good lines and it massively hit me, the euphoria was even better than xtc partially cause the ego boost back then made me invinsible, I had a God complex on coke so did all coke up my nose that night called the dealer ordered a few g and before I knew it I was severely addicted, only snorting back then, and I was doing upto 6g every day, to make it every day to 6g was a bitch I started ripping off dealers, and later I was so crazy that i followed two scouts from a gang at night in the harbor till they located a container with who knows how many kilo coke, waited till they went back to the rest of the gang to regroup and all came to the container, meanwhile i was ripping as much ks as I could, can you imagine if i ever got busted??? Holy shit! But i regurly had some kilo high purity coke of which I took maybe 100g for myself and sold the rest expensive and since we didnt cut up they were willing to pay a bit extra, so soon my money problems were over and I started studying at the conservatory practicing day and night often nonstop on coke and for school I made some coke nose sprays. After I lost my career i was broken and begin doing nr 3 h at first later nr 4h but never got addicted, i never wanted to be a slammer but i just had to know what it was like with coke, with h and a speedball so slammed 3 times 3 days in a row, im now 38 and slammed a total of 5 times ever, so I did good, no? Then came a heavy addiction on top of the coke oxynorm 20mg instant for sublingual use, believe you me, 40mg of that hit you like a hammer and would you make nod out, way more powerful than that shitty oxycontin of even 80, but for oxynorm i had back then an unlomited supply.
After two yrs went to rehab and got clean from both coke as oxy, i still wanted to do something with my life so I went studying philosophy, got my master but again only ghx to coke at night and coke nose sprays by day. After that I substituted alcohol for coke, yes finally got away from coke, but I boozed so much I got 3 times accute pancreatitis, each time they told my mom i wasnt going to make it and once i was actually clinical dead for a short while.
Time to quit drinking, fell a bit in love with ketamine and even more lsychedelics, i did ayahuasca, smoked self made m
N,n dmt, did shrooms, fell in love with lsd, tried salvia a few times wjich i knew nothing about so first time full pipe of salvia 80x, man, the horror, didnt do that too many times, purchased in cusco at the market a full bag of natural mescaline almost no effect, later i got synthetic mescaline, very strong and lovely, everything looked cartoonesk, even myself haha.
Tried 2cb once had what i think was a bad trip but i got a rage attack that got out of hand cause i wanted to knife down a friend of mine who stole a girl from me, luckily he was gone in time, and im a pacifist so i decided to never try 2cb again, started doing kitty flips and kitty candy flips and really lots of mescaline of which i parted cause of a methox od, i was fucked up for a full week, did now about two yrs keta and all psychedelics i could find and lost my interest never did psychedelics again, one time after many yrs one last shitload of keta that made me crash and i had to hold it together it was heavy, too heavy, never did keta again.
Managed to stay clean from everything for over 2 yrs entirely on my own, then started with basecoke which got a severe addiction soon, until recently i got my hands on worldwide nearly to find pure amp straight from the cooks who are very professional and have a real professional lab they even make their own oil, and man after the first line i felt so euphoric that i thought fuck basecoke its this i need, energy but without nervousness or tweaking or heart racing energy very clean without side effects, ultra mind boost but without getting chaos in your mind but a really strong mind boost but still chill, and i had decent amp before of which i felt real good but compared to coke i didnt like to call that effect real eupjoria from amp but now wow more intense euphoria than both base and snort coke and it seems to me everytime about fhe most intense euphoria i ever had, but maybe i forgot a bit how euphoric h4 was for example, anyway this pure amp is now my doc and from the start severe addiction, on the crash i smoke some joints and take a ton of valium and xanax. To tell you how powerful one line is, you dont need to redose without diminishing effects up until 10 to 12 hrs later!
Thats my drug life up until now besides a few experiments like smoking meth and some other things this is the most accurate description i could give of at least all the highlights. Hope you enjoyed it.
