Hey guys first post you guys seem like a intelligent bunch unlike myself I'll try and keep this as brief as possible.
~june/july of last year I had a panic attack, and then another one a few weeks later. Felt like I was going to freak out and pass out when I left the house all that good stuff.
I went to my primary doc and described my symptoms, mainly how I feel like I'm gonna pass out in crowded places and have the need to get out as quick as possible. So he does an EKG, full blood panel. Everything comes back fine and he refers me to a cardiologist. (I did not go this appointment, I work out daily as it is I don't believe I have heart issues.)
so I basically would suffer through work feeling like I'm on the verge of freaking out or passing out, I'd get off work, go to the gym and drink till I fell asleep. I did this for months repetitively. I took weeks off here and there, nothing changed I still felt the same way.
so I order some etizolam and promptly got myself hooked on that, I started taking it and just never stopped. I was good on etiz for about 6 months, then I tried clonazolam which is much more powerful and longer acting. I don't remember days lets just say that. SO fast forward to know I'm taking 10g of diclazapem a day or ~100mg of valium from what I've heard on the conversion rates. Which is going well but oh my god how bad is it gonna be when i try and ween off these grey market benzos? Any advice help/guidance would be wonderful.
If this thread is in the wrong forum please move it XD
~june/july of last year I had a panic attack, and then another one a few weeks later. Felt like I was going to freak out and pass out when I left the house all that good stuff.
I went to my primary doc and described my symptoms, mainly how I feel like I'm gonna pass out in crowded places and have the need to get out as quick as possible. So he does an EKG, full blood panel. Everything comes back fine and he refers me to a cardiologist. (I did not go this appointment, I work out daily as it is I don't believe I have heart issues.)
so I basically would suffer through work feeling like I'm on the verge of freaking out or passing out, I'd get off work, go to the gym and drink till I fell asleep. I did this for months repetitively. I took weeks off here and there, nothing changed I still felt the same way.
so I order some etizolam and promptly got myself hooked on that, I started taking it and just never stopped. I was good on etiz for about 6 months, then I tried clonazolam which is much more powerful and longer acting. I don't remember days lets just say that. SO fast forward to know I'm taking 10g of diclazapem a day or ~100mg of valium from what I've heard on the conversion rates. Which is going well but oh my god how bad is it gonna be when i try and ween off these grey market benzos? Any advice help/guidance would be wonderful.
If this thread is in the wrong forum please move it XD