Like, what do sober people do man?
I've been an addict for practically my whole 27 years of living
Weed, booze and cigarettes at 13
Litre of whiskey 3-4 times a week and atleast 8 standard drinks between them days and a pouch of cigarettes every 3 days from 20 onwards
23 Introducing 500mg- 1 gram of mdma 2-3 times a week to that mix
A few weeks later throw in lsd and mushrooms on the days I wasn't doing mdma sometimes on the days I was. Still drinking and smoking at rhe same level sometimes more while doing this, there were many days I'd drink 2 litres of whiskey and a pouch of tobacco in one day
24 I discover xanax, oh boy was xanax an evil fucking one worked my way upto 10 2.4mg bars a day quit mdma during this time it's a bit hazy dont exactly know when
25 I had quit mdma by this time. during one of my xanax withdrawal days where I couldn't score for the life of me I didn't actually know I was going through withdrawals then just that i wanted to get high, I find oxycontin oh oxycontin that beautiful bitch
I use this one here and there only once a week, too expensive back then.
Shortly after i quit xanax cold Turkey with my best friend watched 2 days into it we do lsd only to watch him go into psychosis and have a grand mal seizure 4 hours later
I relapse that night haunted by the sight of my best friend taken away in an ambulance tripping out my head and in benzo withdrawals. Cold Turkey again a couple days later. I barely remember it it was so traumatic of an experience.
Then I get heavy into oxycontin, was getting sheets of the stuff for next to nothing doing it 2-3 times a week and wouldn't ya know it I'm on benzos again doing clonazepam on the days between.
At some point I quit drinking after my thousandth attempt, switched from smoking tobacco to vaping Shortly after.
26 I taper off clonazepam, I use oxy 2-4 times a week now for 7 months with increasing dosages and shorter and shorter times in between uses then I use oxy for 3 months straight and am now on day 3 of cold Turkey.
Currently using lyrica at night(short term only) for withdrawals but spending the day time sober and I just I don't know how people do it
How do I live life sober?
I've been an addict for practically my whole 27 years of living
Weed, booze and cigarettes at 13
Litre of whiskey 3-4 times a week and atleast 8 standard drinks between them days and a pouch of cigarettes every 3 days from 20 onwards
23 Introducing 500mg- 1 gram of mdma 2-3 times a week to that mix
A few weeks later throw in lsd and mushrooms on the days I wasn't doing mdma sometimes on the days I was. Still drinking and smoking at rhe same level sometimes more while doing this, there were many days I'd drink 2 litres of whiskey and a pouch of tobacco in one day
24 I discover xanax, oh boy was xanax an evil fucking one worked my way upto 10 2.4mg bars a day quit mdma during this time it's a bit hazy dont exactly know when
25 I had quit mdma by this time. during one of my xanax withdrawal days where I couldn't score for the life of me I didn't actually know I was going through withdrawals then just that i wanted to get high, I find oxycontin oh oxycontin that beautiful bitch
I use this one here and there only once a week, too expensive back then.
Shortly after i quit xanax cold Turkey with my best friend watched 2 days into it we do lsd only to watch him go into psychosis and have a grand mal seizure 4 hours later
I relapse that night haunted by the sight of my best friend taken away in an ambulance tripping out my head and in benzo withdrawals. Cold Turkey again a couple days later. I barely remember it it was so traumatic of an experience.
Then I get heavy into oxycontin, was getting sheets of the stuff for next to nothing doing it 2-3 times a week and wouldn't ya know it I'm on benzos again doing clonazepam on the days between.
At some point I quit drinking after my thousandth attempt, switched from smoking tobacco to vaping Shortly after.
26 I taper off clonazepam, I use oxy 2-4 times a week now for 7 months with increasing dosages and shorter and shorter times in between uses then I use oxy for 3 months straight and am now on day 3 of cold Turkey.
Currently using lyrica at night(short term only) for withdrawals but spending the day time sober and I just I don't know how people do it
How do I live life sober?