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How did you personally become knowledgeable about drugs?

I went to pharmacy school so had formal education on all things related to drugs. But when I think about why I went, I go back to my childhood. Whenever I was sick or had a headache or whatever, I always remember asking my mom if such and such is safe (I was a kid so thought mom knew best) and was always fascinated how a little pill can have such a huge effect.

It truly is fascinating. Forget pills, take LSD for example. 200 µg is something you can barely see with your eyes and then look at what the effect of ingesting that is.

What keeps me, personally, going in this field is this exact fascination with the chemical aspect of biology. Not just drugs, but how organisms work on the molecular level and especially the chemistry of evolution - that has puzzled me more than anything.
 
It's more guessing and hypothesizing than you think. No one really knows for sure how these chemicals work, largely because no one really knows for sure how the human brain works. If we did, we wouldn't be putting people in great need of medication through months or years of trials with different drugs.

The best knowledge about what drugs do isn't in chemistry or neuroscience. It's in statistics. Take a stats class. What really matters is of course 1) that's it's not significantly toxic at a therapeutic dose, and 2) that it reliably produces some mental benefit. Psychiatrists prescribe medication substantiated through significant statistical rigor based on behavior they observe, and behavior their patients report--less on theoretical ideas of excess or deficiency in the brain. This isn't true for all disorders, but it generally holds.
 
It's more guessing and hypothesizing than you think. No one really knows for sure how these chemicals work, largely because no one really knows for sure how the human brain works. If we did, we wouldn't be putting people in great need of medication through months or years of trials with different drugs.

The best knowledge about what drugs do isn't in chemistry or neuroscience. It's in statistics. Take a stats class. What really matters is of course 1) that's it's not significantly toxic at a therapeutic dose, and 2) that it reliably produces some mental benefit. Psychiatrists prescribe medication substantiated through significant statistical rigor based on behavior they observe, and behavior their patients report--less on theoretical ideas of excess or deficiency in the brain. This isn't true for all disorders, but it generally holds.

That is a false statement. Yes, statistics is good, but it's only empirical or secondary data. It doesn't explain why or how a drug works and why or how it is good/bad, toxic/helpful and so on. Such data is only worth anything if it's used to prove/challenge an assessment or if we can't come up with a better explanation for the effects of a drug; it gives us data to go off, but it's only suggestive at best. It's like an NSAID used in a fever - it does alleviate the symptoms, but it doesn't treat the root of the problem. Statistics is just that. Chemistry (or pharmacology) tries to explain the "root cause". The advantage of a thorough chemistry+pharmacology knowledge (which humanity lacks right now for the most part) is the possibility of extrapolation - you can predict effects, dosages, side effects, toxicity (and the reason!); basically anything given the knowledge is thorough enough.

We rely so much on statistics in this field because we don't know much, like you said, about the way brain works and how chemicals affect it. In an ideal world, though, statistics would be secondary - a proof of some kind to assert our understanding.
 
That is a false statement. Yes, statistics is good, but it's only empirical or secondary data. It doesn't explain why or how a drug works and why or how it is good/bad, toxic/helpful and so on. Such data is only worth anything if it's used to prove/challenge an assessment or if we can't come up with a better explanation for the effects of a drug; it gives us data to go off, but it's only suggestive at best. It's like an NSAID used in a fever - it does alleviate the symptoms, but it doesn't treat the root of the problem. Statistics is just that. Chemistry (or pharmacology) tries to explain the "root cause". The advantage of a thorough chemistry+pharmacology knowledge (which humanity lacks right now for the most part) is the possibility of extrapolation - you can predict effects, dosages, side effects, toxicity (and the reason!); basically anything given the knowledge is thorough enough.

We rely so much on statistics in this field because we don't know much, like you said, about the way brain works and how chemicals affect it. In an ideal world, though, statistics would be secondary - a proof of some kind to assert our understanding.

^ Agreed. Statistical methods are great tools that help us to evaluate data and pick out trends from complex data. But statistics are not experimental methods that collect data.
 
It's more guessing and hypothesizing than you think. No one really knows for sure how these chemicals work, largely because no one really knows for sure how the human brain works. If we did, we wouldn't be putting people in great need of medication through months or years of trials with different drugs.

The best knowledge about what drugs do isn't in chemistry or neuroscience. It's in statistics. Take a stats class. What really matters is of course 1) that's it's not significantly toxic at a therapeutic dose, and 2) that it reliably produces some mental benefit. Psychiatrists prescribe medication substantiated through significant statistical rigor based on behavior they observe, and behavior their patients report--less on theoretical ideas of excess or deficiency in the brain. This isn't true for all disorders, but it generally holds.

Observing correlations is good, but it doesn't give you much information on what is happening at a molecular level, which I think is what the OP is trying to become more knowledgeable about. Yeah, of course stats is very helpful in determining whether a new treatment is better than placebo by hypothesis testing etc and indeed it is needed within drug design for QSAR etc, but chemistry and cell biology is really a lot more important I'd say.
 
Statistics can be severely skewed (and they are, just because of their nature, not even thinking of corruption, bias, and all that). No drug ever will have the exact same effects for every human being. And with animals and animal tests this is a whole different story again.

A medication can affect a healthy human completely different than a suffering one. You can't expect that a good medicine has to be safe and without side effects when tried in healthy young males. Of course the overall safety can be established this way, but when it comes to things like mental side effects etc. there is no chance than either trying it on them who actually need it or by theoretically studying the matter, doing simulations etc..
 
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

Watched it loved it and got curious about LSD. Everything pretty much spiraled from there and after a while i discovered that accumulating knowledge is actually a very fun hobby. Now im pretty much addicted to learning everything drug related.
 
That is a false statement. Yes, statistics is good, but it's only empirical or secondary data. It doesn't explain why or how a drug works and why or how it is good/bad, toxic/helpful and so on. Such data is only worth anything if it's used to prove/challenge an assessment or if we can't come up with a better explanation for the effects of a drug; it gives us data to go off, but it's only suggestive at best. It's like an NSAID used in a fever - it does alleviate the symptoms, but it doesn't treat the root of the problem. Statistics is just that. Chemistry (or pharmacology) tries to explain the "root cause". The advantage of a thorough chemistry+pharmacology knowledge (which humanity lacks right now for the most part) is the possibility of extrapolation - you can predict effects, dosages, side effects, toxicity (and the reason!); basically anything given the knowledge is thorough enough.

We rely so much on statistics in this field because we don't know much, like you said, about the way brain works and how chemicals affect it. In an ideal world, though, statistics would be secondary - a proof of some kind to assert our understanding.

I don't understand how a hypothetical greater understanding of natural science in the future bears on understanding drugs in the present. We're not talking about an "ideal world"? This guy wants current knowledge.

Statistics don't prove things. Rather, they bear on likelihood. As for why/how a chemical works in terms of its utility, it's our best tool. There are at least thousands of potential pharmaceuticals created regularly. Only a few even make it past early trials. If history is a teacher, then the reality is that we come across useful drugs by chance. Corporations with loads of resources, try as they might to design a useful pharmaceutical based on our knowledge of the natural sciences, by-and-large just happen upon something that works.

^ Agreed. Statistical methods are great tools that help us to evaluate data and pick out trends from complex data. But statistics are not experimental methods that collect data.

I'm unclear what you're saying here. They evaluate data but don't collect them? The experimental method was literally born out of the principles of statistics.

Observing correlations is good, but it doesn't give you much information on what is happening at a molecular level, which I think is what the OP is trying to become more knowledgeable about. Yeah, of course stats is very helpful in determining whether a new treatment is better than placebo by hypothesis testing etc and indeed it is needed within drug design for QSAR etc, but chemistry and cell biology is really a lot more important I'd say.

Creating a correlation is just one (elementary) method of statistics.

How can it be more important if it doesn't tell us as much?

dopamimetic,

I agree that statistics are subject to bias. That's why there are peer-reviewers. No one said it's perfect.

So I'm supposed to believe that because "No drug will have the exact same effects for every human being", that statistics is less meaningful than biology/chemistry/physics, which hardly begins to explain even the general effects of drugs on any human being?

No one said that medications can't affect people differently and in fact I think it strengthens my position. We can determine approximate probabilities of experiencing various side-effects of a medication based on behavior.

Yes I do think that trials tend to include healthy, white, young males. However, we never really know how well a given medication works until it's out on the market, during which time usually there are further trials. As for explaining how a drug works in the brain, and how that corresponds to behavior, we're more clueless than most psychiatrist is willing to admit.

Basically my response to you guys comes down to this: you can pick holes in statistics, but it's by far the best way we have. If you argue that it's not perfect, you're missing the point. If you still are wedded to the fact that only hard sciences can presently, accurately determine how a drug works, give me a reason that doesn't mistake my position as to why it's better. Honestly what I'm hearing is "it's not perfect, so it's not as good".

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If history is a teacher, then the reality is that we come across useful drugs by chance.

This used to be the case in the past when we didn't have powerful computers but now and definitely in the future, molecular modelling will take over.
 
I think the guy wants to be able to answer the question of "why?". For that you need to have fundamental understanding about how our material world works, that's not what statistics is about unless things have changed since I last checked. Will I be able to predict what receptor/NT system a drug will affect with some degree of certainty after taking a stats class? If you want to be very strict in terms, then I guess you could say that hard sciences rely on statistics for the most part, but that is beyond the point. Each has its own field of application, it doesn't mean that one is better or more important than the other.

Please explain how knowledge (or whatever you mean) in statistics would be the best tool to understand how drugs work. We get raw data from statistics, which we can use to draw conclusions and update our knowledge in other fields. But that's all it is on its own, just empirical data. I must be missing something here, because you're basically saying that "we know so little about the way our body/brain work (true) that... scratch that, let's just stick to obtaining empirical data".

So the way I see it, it has nothing to do with how good or bad statistics itself is, but it's all about what we're trying to do. In this case the person wants to understand how and why substances work the way they do, what are the structure-action relationships and things like that and that's what chemistry, pharmacology, biology etc attempt to do. Not statistics.
 
I learned about drugs initially through school like everyone else, also a close family member has some history of cannabis trafficking (with a boat, even) so I had a slightly unique perspective on the "scene" growing up.

I really started to get into it when /i/ was popular on 420chan back in 2008. This is a pretty ugly history, but 420chan was like that for a script kiddie: come for the defacement, stay for the drugs. 420chan led me to zoklet where I started to get interested in the chemistry of recreational drugs, and that led to another forum which led to another forum... meanwhile I was in sophomore year of undergrad in college and feeling sort of lonely so I started drinking cough syrup (DXM). Eventually I got an RC hookup through an IRC channel and found bluelight.

On PD my natural instinct for arguing which had been trained for years in political debates on video-game forums taught me that I could find anything on Google Scholar if I used the right keywords, and it's been a first-line resource for me in every intellectual pursuit ever since. I owe most of my intellectual development regarding neuropharmacology to many discussions in PD and ADD threads around 2011. I was eventually appointed as a moderator of PD after receiving a couple of PMs from Solipsis that I had initially thought were a prank and I kept studying long after. I experimented with a variety of drugs around 2011-12 and spent plenty of time around then studying the long-term effects of psychedelics in the hope that I would be able to keep having fun for a very long time. There was a lot of cross-pollination between my research tactics in grad school and on bluelight, despite some fundamental differences (for one thing, I was studying physics). Unfortunately some bad things happened; some that weren't my fault and some that were, and for most of 2013 I stayed away from bluelight and the world of drugs in general; dropped out of grad school, spent all of my money and ended up sleeping on my friend's couch...

... after which I moved to San Francisco, took a job in computing, and tried methallylescaline, which unfortunately triggered a manic episode, after which I was hospitalized, called my parents, who legally threatened the hospital (NOT my idea) and my mother referred me to some jackoff psychiatrist in Florida who mostly spent the appointment talking to himself, ultimately prescribed nothing.

Later this year I went to therapy, was referred to a specialist and then a psychiatrist, and after a cutting-edge rEEG I was prescribed Depakote -- the same thing I had been on in the mental hospital. After reading loads of papers I'm okay with this... but I don't know what it means that I'm more afraid of hair loss than thrombocytopenia, lol.
 
I have and I still don't see how that is accurate or even relevant to this thread. But this is getting redundant and too off-topic, so let's just drop it. I'm sorry, I'm not good at expressing myself, especially verbally (have always had that problem sadly), so it's not unusual for me if I can't get my point across.
 
Somewhat funny to see how many of us seem to be affected by mood / mental 'disorders' - overthinking and over sensibility certainly isn't the worst base for becoming a scientist .. the world should look at this more as a phenotype than an illness .. :) and finally stop putting that enormous efforts into hindering interested, intelligent people to just evolve and do what they want (as long as it doesn't hurt someone else, as always)
 
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Bluelight (haha), erowid, and my own personal experience.. also did a lot of research on said "drugs" and their effects on the human brain..interesting

Yep, same.

However, I think as the information becomes more easily accessible, there will hopefully be more and more educated and intelligent drug users. I also suspect that there may be more educated, intelligent drug users interested in the science behind drugs than there may appear - they may not mix with other users as much and may be forced to keep it somewhat hidden

I hope so..and there are indeed more, I've met several. I always get a little excited when I meet someone else that has similar interest. Like you said, though, they don't mix well with your average user that just wants the buzz. Plus, docs don't typically like patients knowing too much, it seems.
 
This indeed seems to be a sad truth :(

Yeah, as much as I've had experience with docs they either get annoyed or defensive when you start asking too many relevant questions. I had one tell me that things like codeine, phenibut (its an rx drug here) and some others aren't narcotics (in my language it's more of a derogatory term used for street drugs, which is actually quite useless as there is no proper word for all drugs like there is in English - there's either medicine or narcotics). So I asked them what narcotics are then and they said "you know, cannabis, amphetamines, heroin - things that are not prescribed which people take to get high", I wanted to mention that amphetamines and cannabis and even heroin are in fact considered medicine and are prescribed in many places, but then I realized that I would be talking to a brick wall. Off-topic, but I thought it was pretty funny, but very sad at the same time.
 
I really started to get into it when... found zoklet where I started to get interested in the chemistry of recreational drugs, and that led to another forum which led to another forum... meanwhile I was in sophomore year of undergrad in college and feeling sort of lonely so I started drinking heavily... and found bluelight.

I owe most of my intellectual development regarding neuropharmacology to many discussions in PD and ADD threads around 2011... Unfortunately some bad things happened; some that weren't my fault and some that were, and for most of 2013 I stayed away from bluelight and the world of drugs in general; dropped out of grad school, spent all of my money and ended up sleeping on my friend's couch...

Later this year I went to therapy, was referred to a specialist and then a psychiatrist, and after a cutting-edge rEEG I was prescribed Depakote -- the same thing I had been on in the mental hospital. After reading loads of papers I'm okay with this... but I don't know what it means that I'm more afraid of hair loss than thrombocytopenia, lol.

Fucking Christ this is similar to me, different reasons but we both ended up on the same drug. Remember RizzoInTheBox and JoePedo from &Z? Wonder what ever happened to those guys. The former's drug fueled exploits were legendary, the latter was basically a psychedelic loving, genius pedophile, zoklet was a weird and wonderful place haha.
 
I've always been a science nerd and I've been a drug nerd since either Junior High or High School. I've always preferred reading nonfiction books over fiction, especially textbooks. I've always liked math and science because it is mainly conceptual and I was a lazy f*** in high school so these were the classes I did well in since I could generally just figure things out while taking the test in lieu of studying.

I was interested in the stuff anyway; I was designing circuits in the 2nd grade, taking things apart and building other things with the parts. I electrocuted myself at least 6 or 7 times, one time was on the tongue with 120 volts and another time was ~ 12,000 volts from a CRT. I also burned myself with a soldering pencil about that many times :D

Looking back at all this, I was a pretty weird kid. Not many 2nd graders play with soldering equipment and take apart CRTs to make stun guns...

Oh, and I don't have a degree, mainly because I have enough work experience in my career as a software developer I don't really need one.

If I go back to school it'll be for something like Biochem since it is a lot harder to get a job without a degree in that field (even though I have relevant work experience there too, some of which is actually legit. lol)
 
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I for one, am quite pleased to see you back, EA! I thought you had dreams of becoming president or something and left bluelight for your higher calling lol. Depakote basically just made me depressed and didn't get at my inner symptoms, but that's awesome if it works for you guys. I kind of wonder whether some of the people on bluelight, like phatass, are actually being honest about what they consume.
 
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