Sad and anxious..the guy I've been seeing had to go away for a while..he won't be gone long but I miss him so much..I can also feel myself pushing him away already...I'm so scared to let someone in again..I make comments and my insecurities are getting the better of me,I can feel it..he has given me zero reason not to trust him, and I'm also falling in love w him.. :/ such an emotional rollercoaster of a day.