Hi guys,
Have signed up to ask some questions because I'm freaking out.
Over the course of last weekend I took MDMA in crystal form (dabbed). I've never done it before as only usually dropped the odd pill here or there. At the weekend I took at least 2/3 pills a night, bought several 1g bags of MD and coke. This was over Thu, Fri, Sat and Sun night.
Monday morning I felt OK and even managed to move house despite being a little tired. Since Tues I've felt foggy, dizzy, real low and almost like I'm not really here. It's been 5 days since I touched anything and I'm getting freaked out that I've permanently fucked my mental health.
My boyfriend thinks I hate living in this house with him but it's not that. It's more that I crave to feel how I did before we moved (before going crazy on drugs). I think due to the irrational nature of how I'm feeling, I'm associating it with the house move. I loved the house when we viewed it. It's old and a bit wonky but now the wonkyness is driving me mad. I can't think of one single thing that I think I'll enjoy... Seeing friends, calling my mum. I've even called in sick to work for the next 2 days.
Please tell me others have experienced the same and that it was all temporary. I can't bare the thought of this feeling never going away.
Have signed up to ask some questions because I'm freaking out.
Over the course of last weekend I took MDMA in crystal form (dabbed). I've never done it before as only usually dropped the odd pill here or there. At the weekend I took at least 2/3 pills a night, bought several 1g bags of MD and coke. This was over Thu, Fri, Sat and Sun night.
Monday morning I felt OK and even managed to move house despite being a little tired. Since Tues I've felt foggy, dizzy, real low and almost like I'm not really here. It's been 5 days since I touched anything and I'm getting freaked out that I've permanently fucked my mental health.
My boyfriend thinks I hate living in this house with him but it's not that. It's more that I crave to feel how I did before we moved (before going crazy on drugs). I think due to the irrational nature of how I'm feeling, I'm associating it with the house move. I loved the house when we viewed it. It's old and a bit wonky but now the wonkyness is driving me mad. I can't think of one single thing that I think I'll enjoy... Seeing friends, calling my mum. I've even called in sick to work for the next 2 days.
Please tell me others have experienced the same and that it was all temporary. I can't bare the thought of this feeling never going away.
