Hi, I'm new here.
I'm having a pretty terrible time right now, and to be honest I brought it upon on myself with stupidity.
Like a fool, I consumed a gram of MDMA on 2 consecutive nights. On top of this I also popped 20mg of dexedrine on the second night, while already rolling. I took around 0.7g of MDMA on the first night and 0.3g on the second. I didn't sleep at all throughout all of this.
Before this, I've only taken MDMA a few times-maybe 3 or 4- and never that great of an amount. I went overboard and did not know of the consequences.
Sadly, I'm regretting my ignorance a great amount at this moment. The day after the second night of finishing the gram-which is yesterday- I experienced brain zaps throughout the whole day, sometimes disappearing for an hour but then will come back again and occur every few minutes. I've also been severely depressed and have broken down crying around 10 times. This is unusual for me as I'm not a regular crier. I'm absolutely terrified that this might be long-term or even permanent. It's now 11am in the next day and I STILL haven't been to sleep. The brain zaps are still occurring and are too intense for me to sleep. I attempt to but i'm jolted back to being full awake. It's like torture. I'm not sure what to do. Is this regular? Do i go to the hospital?
Thank you for reading, and I hope I can get some advice.
I'm having a pretty terrible time right now, and to be honest I brought it upon on myself with stupidity.
Like a fool, I consumed a gram of MDMA on 2 consecutive nights. On top of this I also popped 20mg of dexedrine on the second night, while already rolling. I took around 0.7g of MDMA on the first night and 0.3g on the second. I didn't sleep at all throughout all of this.
Before this, I've only taken MDMA a few times-maybe 3 or 4- and never that great of an amount. I went overboard and did not know of the consequences.
Sadly, I'm regretting my ignorance a great amount at this moment. The day after the second night of finishing the gram-which is yesterday- I experienced brain zaps throughout the whole day, sometimes disappearing for an hour but then will come back again and occur every few minutes. I've also been severely depressed and have broken down crying around 10 times. This is unusual for me as I'm not a regular crier. I'm absolutely terrified that this might be long-term or even permanent. It's now 11am in the next day and I STILL haven't been to sleep. The brain zaps are still occurring and are too intense for me to sleep. I attempt to but i'm jolted back to being full awake. It's like torture. I'm not sure what to do. Is this regular? Do i go to the hospital?
Thank you for reading, and I hope I can get some advice.
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