Hi.. i am in serious withdrawels.. REALLY SERIOUS.. And i WILL not go to a fucking nuthouse.. I am not sick in that way.
DXM is illegal where i am from. So i got it from a source. 5 x 30 gram PURE DXM. I tested it, and see how i reacted it.. MAN i liked it... Jackpot! Or so i thought.
I weight 222 pounds.. Am healthy. My first real trip in 5 years. I am getting Lorazapam and Methadone daily 75 mg. And i have a lot of diazepam on the side no one knows about.
I got 10 boxes more, with 10 x 300 DXM. 3000 mg. 3 mg PURE DXM. Can't reveal more.
I popped a lot of benzos, when i tested it. Diazepam, Lorazapam, Oxapax. Maybe 10-15 pills for about 200-400 DXM. I have PTSD. So that is not funny. And i LOVE K. But i NEED my benzos and my Methadone to make that go a little away.
I Had an insane trip. I popped 900 DXM a week after, i think after i tried it out. And i took around 350-600 diazepam 10 MG.. ( I am so used to them) , 10-20 Lorazapam 1 Mg ( also these) Precreption, and 30-35 oxapax 15 mg. This was taken over 8- 12 hours.. I think i had a stage 2 or 3 Trip... It was fucking crazy... I was so fucked up i was felt cold and nice at last. Then I went to bed. I woke up 4 hours after. My sheet was covered in my sweat and my cover i use as a blanket. But it has feathers. (Nordic)... I cant remember the English word for what i had over me. I don't think there is a word. I was in FANTASTIC Mood the day after.. Best in a LOOOOONG time... The day after was also good.. The fourth day it hid my like a flash. And over here. it was holiday. NO One could help me. It was in the middle of the night.
EXTREME stress, and anxiety pouring over me like rain. I have not slept in 5 days now... When the FUCK does this shit stop? I am so agressive, i have trashed my fathers house.. And i walked in liked i owned the center i picked up my methadone and threatented everyone. I cryed because its SUCH A FUCKING SMALL COUNTRY:.. i Needed more methadone to make sure, my anxiety and stress was in check. But EVERYTHING was against me. 100 mg Valium i just got hyper off. I am in a small psychosis.. I am not a psycho. Or Psychotic.. But man... No one should stand in my way or i would crush everyone that argued with me.
I am not afraid of dying. But my relatives are because i am, i am no very stupid here, but REALLY Smart with in IQ on 130. That is a lot in my family. Average is 95.
When does this terror stop? I have been on the crapper 4-5 times a day with rock hard poop, and i was close to cry from pain everytime. So i tried the shower, to losen it up. Helped a little.. Please... Help me??? My metabolism is slow....
DXM is illegal where i am from. So i got it from a source. 5 x 30 gram PURE DXM. I tested it, and see how i reacted it.. MAN i liked it... Jackpot! Or so i thought.
I weight 222 pounds.. Am healthy. My first real trip in 5 years. I am getting Lorazapam and Methadone daily 75 mg. And i have a lot of diazepam on the side no one knows about.
I got 10 boxes more, with 10 x 300 DXM. 3000 mg. 3 mg PURE DXM. Can't reveal more.
I popped a lot of benzos, when i tested it. Diazepam, Lorazapam, Oxapax. Maybe 10-15 pills for about 200-400 DXM. I have PTSD. So that is not funny. And i LOVE K. But i NEED my benzos and my Methadone to make that go a little away.
I Had an insane trip. I popped 900 DXM a week after, i think after i tried it out. And i took around 350-600 diazepam 10 MG.. ( I am so used to them) , 10-20 Lorazapam 1 Mg ( also these) Precreption, and 30-35 oxapax 15 mg. This was taken over 8- 12 hours.. I think i had a stage 2 or 3 Trip... It was fucking crazy... I was so fucked up i was felt cold and nice at last. Then I went to bed. I woke up 4 hours after. My sheet was covered in my sweat and my cover i use as a blanket. But it has feathers. (Nordic)... I cant remember the English word for what i had over me. I don't think there is a word. I was in FANTASTIC Mood the day after.. Best in a LOOOOONG time... The day after was also good.. The fourth day it hid my like a flash. And over here. it was holiday. NO One could help me. It was in the middle of the night.
EXTREME stress, and anxiety pouring over me like rain. I have not slept in 5 days now... When the FUCK does this shit stop? I am so agressive, i have trashed my fathers house.. And i walked in liked i owned the center i picked up my methadone and threatented everyone. I cryed because its SUCH A FUCKING SMALL COUNTRY:.. i Needed more methadone to make sure, my anxiety and stress was in check. But EVERYTHING was against me. 100 mg Valium i just got hyper off. I am in a small psychosis.. I am not a psycho. Or Psychotic.. But man... No one should stand in my way or i would crush everyone that argued with me.
I am not afraid of dying. But my relatives are because i am, i am no very stupid here, but REALLY Smart with in IQ on 130. That is a lot in my family. Average is 95.
When does this terror stop? I have been on the crapper 4-5 times a day with rock hard poop, and i was close to cry from pain everytime. So i tried the shower, to losen it up. Helped a little.. Please... Help me??? My metabolism is slow....
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