Hey 1st off, how are you doing, I know it’s been awhile but are you still looking to quit? Also, where did you learn to write like that, your story was interesting by itself, but the way you told it was pretty impressive. Honestly if it interested you I think you could be a great writer with a little practiceWriting style here reminds me of something out of a Russell Banks novel. You're a good writer!
Meth definitely facilitates that (relative to regular dextroamphetamine).
Have you notice any shifts in methamphetamine quality since 2016. I'm not a big meth user but I've noticed a massive shift in quality from 2012 to present.