crazybinc
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Swim, has been herbal incense (spice, synthetic chemicals) for 3 years on and off. Swim has done
Every common hard drug and still finds it to be the most addicting. Swims went through lots of money
Over the years and has used a average of 10-20gs
Every week. Not glorifying or bragging but of some
Of the strongest made blends. Which the reason
Why I mention potency is to mention how swim has started To crave the 'bad trip' the feeling of 'dying'
When once was very scared of it. Swims point is
How does one cope with this addiction? Every drug
Is a lil different to a lot different depending on what it
Is but this incense is never the same RC usually
Thus you are doing a different drug every time.swim
Has the thought of using it again. Often. Always
Stuck in the back of the brain thinking how high just
The smallest hit would give and all the new brands
And new RCs and what they must feel like. Swim had
A online vendor.so would be very easy just for
Swim to start up again. Swim gets so close to
IT goes on the site and looks and kinda fucked
Up but IT gets even turned on by all those silly little
Pictures on the packets and seeing the price and all the new stuff and deals. It's very depressing thinking
IT went from ganja to this. And even more by having
IT guesses a fetish for it,being turned on by the site or
Smell,or simply thinking about the 'old days'. ):
IT has ODed more times then IT can remember
And not just what IT calls a 'death trip' but actually
ODing and needing medical help or being in a 'mini coma' damaged its kidneys,brain function,liver.
What made swim quit this last time was when
IT got this e-juice (not for human consumption)
That was the liquid e cig juice version of spice.
Smoked a blunt from a new batch of 'darkness incense'
And had a very hard trip (very bad blend/batch)
Even ITS high tolerance was no match. But swim
Did not care, even risking its life swim then filled its
E-cig brand new one too bought just for it.and took
About 20 puffs thinking this candy flavored 'e-jucice'
Was just a joke. It was still tripping very hard and heart
Was pounding way to fast to be healthy after that
1.5g blunt. IT then after those 20 very big fast hits
Got a very bad head ache and then everything went
White like it was dead... Looking at the gates of heaven.
Then from what swim remembers, everything started go turn black. Black until it was dead space black.
The feeling swim had was the feeling of being at the gates of heaven, then being rejected. Being thrown into hell. Which was eternal pure darkness. Next thing
Swim woke up at the hospital from a 3 day coma.
Couldn't remember shit like who swim was and anything. After 2 weeks therapy IT rememberd.
Swims friend ended up coming over and found
IT.
Very sorry for such long post ): tried to atleast
Give you the important parts. Out of swims story
And addiction. Swim needs help. Just some simple
Coping skills with other spice addicts or even inspiration. If swim goes back I know IT will die.
Maybe even a short of long story(Idc length)
Will help. Thank you for taking the time to read if you have.and please no rude comments. That's not necessary. Just some of ways you or your 'pet'
Deal with it or anything that's positive. Thanks
Every common hard drug and still finds it to be the most addicting. Swims went through lots of money
Over the years and has used a average of 10-20gs
Every week. Not glorifying or bragging but of some
Of the strongest made blends. Which the reason
Why I mention potency is to mention how swim has started To crave the 'bad trip' the feeling of 'dying'
When once was very scared of it. Swims point is
How does one cope with this addiction? Every drug
Is a lil different to a lot different depending on what it
Is but this incense is never the same RC usually
Thus you are doing a different drug every time.swim
Has the thought of using it again. Often. Always
Stuck in the back of the brain thinking how high just
The smallest hit would give and all the new brands
And new RCs and what they must feel like. Swim had
A online vendor.so would be very easy just for
Swim to start up again. Swim gets so close to
IT goes on the site and looks and kinda fucked
Up but IT gets even turned on by all those silly little
Pictures on the packets and seeing the price and all the new stuff and deals. It's very depressing thinking
IT went from ganja to this. And even more by having
IT guesses a fetish for it,being turned on by the site or
Smell,or simply thinking about the 'old days'. ):
IT has ODed more times then IT can remember
And not just what IT calls a 'death trip' but actually
ODing and needing medical help or being in a 'mini coma' damaged its kidneys,brain function,liver.
What made swim quit this last time was when
IT got this e-juice (not for human consumption)
That was the liquid e cig juice version of spice.
Smoked a blunt from a new batch of 'darkness incense'
And had a very hard trip (very bad blend/batch)
Even ITS high tolerance was no match. But swim
Did not care, even risking its life swim then filled its
E-cig brand new one too bought just for it.and took
About 20 puffs thinking this candy flavored 'e-jucice'
Was just a joke. It was still tripping very hard and heart
Was pounding way to fast to be healthy after that
1.5g blunt. IT then after those 20 very big fast hits
Got a very bad head ache and then everything went
White like it was dead... Looking at the gates of heaven.
Then from what swim remembers, everything started go turn black. Black until it was dead space black.
The feeling swim had was the feeling of being at the gates of heaven, then being rejected. Being thrown into hell. Which was eternal pure darkness. Next thing
Swim woke up at the hospital from a 3 day coma.
Couldn't remember shit like who swim was and anything. After 2 weeks therapy IT rememberd.
Swims friend ended up coming over and found
IT.
Very sorry for such long post ): tried to atleast
Give you the important parts. Out of swims story
And addiction. Swim needs help. Just some simple
Coping skills with other spice addicts or even inspiration. If swim goes back I know IT will die.
Maybe even a short of long story(Idc length)
Will help. Thank you for taking the time to read if you have.and please no rude comments. That's not necessary. Just some of ways you or your 'pet'
Deal with it or anything that's positive. Thanks
