Runtoparadise
Bluelighter
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- Sep 29, 2014
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Ten years ago, my then boyfriend was a junkie. I had zero tolerance as I was a new mum. He since has reformed, although I've held him at arms length.
Then I became a chronic pain patient, for a long time I took my meds as prescribed, but have struggled especially the last 12 mths. It's been over ten yrs since we first met, he drinks a lot, but no longer shoots up.
My problem is that he thinks he knows so much better where I'll end up. Whenever I've given him the benefit of the doubt, or even answered his calls, he is dark, pessimistic, & cruel.
He has zero friends left, from ODing or otherwise, but is intent on making my life miserable. I'm damned if I ignore his calls & damned if I answer.
Quite recently he proposed marriage, (lack of brain cells), as I have given him no reason to think we were anything more than friends, if that.
I need to get him out of my life, but blanking him doesn't cut it. He will continue to call/turn up, & threatens suicide when I don't "comply".
So fellow BLs, where do I turn, I'm in tears writing this,- I've had the police remove him once before, when he was laying into the brick wall of my house. They removed him with bleeding fists, I just don't know what to do anymore.
Thx,
Rtp
Then I became a chronic pain patient, for a long time I took my meds as prescribed, but have struggled especially the last 12 mths. It's been over ten yrs since we first met, he drinks a lot, but no longer shoots up.
My problem is that he thinks he knows so much better where I'll end up. Whenever I've given him the benefit of the doubt, or even answered his calls, he is dark, pessimistic, & cruel.
He has zero friends left, from ODing or otherwise, but is intent on making my life miserable. I'm damned if I ignore his calls & damned if I answer.
Quite recently he proposed marriage, (lack of brain cells), as I have given him no reason to think we were anything more than friends, if that.
I need to get him out of my life, but blanking him doesn't cut it. He will continue to call/turn up, & threatens suicide when I don't "comply".
So fellow BLs, where do I turn, I'm in tears writing this,- I've had the police remove him once before, when he was laying into the brick wall of my house. They removed him with bleeding fists, I just don't know what to do anymore.
Thx,
Rtp