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About 2 to 4 hours ago, I snorted, with some hours in between, my last line of I think three lines of Heroin - at first I was nodding quite good, and just having a perfect high... (euphoria, not a care in the world, safe warm blanket feeling, everything, you know?)
But it weren't big lines, so it wasn't to the uttermost extreme, the effects, just perfect actually.
Now, where I live it is between six and seven in the morning by now and I decided to postpone sleep until tonight and just skip one night, I have a day off and nothing really to do, so...
The Meth, which I smoked in the afternoon and why I started snorting Heroin - to counter the comedown and cravings -, the Heroin and the switch between the two all gave the effects they are supposed to give, feeling perfect, just as it all should be and just lovely!
Now, just about 15 minutes ago I did three hits from my Meth-bowl, but instead of the 'pick me up-effect' I was going for since it's past seven in the morning over here, I don't have anything to do today and decided to just skip one night sleep by picking up my bowl again, I got some other, not actually bad or so but not really wanted and one irritating effect were irritating: getting dizzy, and other: more tired, not 'pick me up-effect' but actually more sleepy.
By now, quite soon actually, these effects kinda faded for the most part, tho not totally, and what is left is a bit of an enhanced euphoria, especially the body euphoria, a nice tingling feeling... Tho without any energy rush, yet with my heart obviously doing harder work then before and also to be noticed in my breathing... Just feeling like closing my eyes and go to sleep at the moment... But would this be a good idea?
Is this a possible normal reaction, or totally not? Should I be worried, and why and how worried if so? And whether or not I should worry, what could explain these effects? Feeling a bit anxiety too... But it seems too risky to start popping benzo's at this point, no?
ps: my heart is beating a bit heavy... And I'm a bit short of breath...
Grtz.
About 2 to 4 hours ago, I snorted, with some hours in between, my last line of I think three lines of Heroin - at first I was nodding quite good, and just having a perfect high... (euphoria, not a care in the world, safe warm blanket feeling, everything, you know?)
But it weren't big lines, so it wasn't to the uttermost extreme, the effects, just perfect actually.
Now, where I live it is between six and seven in the morning by now and I decided to postpone sleep until tonight and just skip one night, I have a day off and nothing really to do, so...
The Meth, which I smoked in the afternoon and why I started snorting Heroin - to counter the comedown and cravings -, the Heroin and the switch between the two all gave the effects they are supposed to give, feeling perfect, just as it all should be and just lovely!
Now, just about 15 minutes ago I did three hits from my Meth-bowl, but instead of the 'pick me up-effect' I was going for since it's past seven in the morning over here, I don't have anything to do today and decided to just skip one night sleep by picking up my bowl again, I got some other, not actually bad or so but not really wanted and one irritating effect were irritating: getting dizzy, and other: more tired, not 'pick me up-effect' but actually more sleepy.
By now, quite soon actually, these effects kinda faded for the most part, tho not totally, and what is left is a bit of an enhanced euphoria, especially the body euphoria, a nice tingling feeling... Tho without any energy rush, yet with my heart obviously doing harder work then before and also to be noticed in my breathing... Just feeling like closing my eyes and go to sleep at the moment... But would this be a good idea?
Is this a possible normal reaction, or totally not? Should I be worried, and why and how worried if so? And whether or not I should worry, what could explain these effects? Feeling a bit anxiety too... But it seems too risky to start popping benzo's at this point, no?
ps: my heart is beating a bit heavy... And I'm a bit short of breath...
Grtz.
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