Flowerpotman
Bluelighter
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- May 2, 2017
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Hello! I'm in a bumpy period right now. I'm withdrawing from lyrica, I'm on a low-dose SSRI, and I'm trying to break through some mild anxiety and depression. My life story is boring but I used to be very successful but I'm now not which is playing on my mind. I used to self medicate with booze but I didn't really enjoy it. Then prescription painkillers but I'm self-imposed coming off them. So I'd like something to relax with and thought weed might do it... just something for dull evenings like. I bought a bag off weed off a friend that grows their own just to sample it and I've maybe tried it 4-5 times now. Each time I've had only a couple of puffs from a combusting chamber pen device thing and each time I've just gone really paranoid. I hallucinate visuals in the corner of my sight and sounds, and they're always out to get me! The most recent one was that I thought my parents were coming over and was worried they'd be able to smell the weed! Before this I have NEVER been paranoid! It's my one good thing!
I'm not sure what's happening but I really want to enjoy it. I think it could work wonders for my (mild) anxiety and depression, and to help my brain switch off. Is there a right way to do this? Or a certain breed of plant I should get? Is CBD vape-able and would that be gentler to me?
Lyrica was fucking brilliant to me, and codeine is ace. Just wish this was better to me! heh
I'm not sure what's happening but I really want to enjoy it. I think it could work wonders for my (mild) anxiety and depression, and to help my brain switch off. Is there a right way to do this? Or a certain breed of plant I should get? Is CBD vape-able and would that be gentler to me?
Lyrica was fucking brilliant to me, and codeine is ace. Just wish this was better to me! heh