My profile name should say it all... tired of being fat. Some one please tell me how to practice safe blow use to lose weight! Childhood obeisety has been my only freind. My every enemy and a reason to be made fun of. Now as an adult... people still feel the need to let me know my weight problem is a problem for them... at 11 i was addicted to diet pills and slim fast etc. .. never had the courage to dabble in the cocaine diet... last year i fell and broke when i was made fun of on an online forum meant for cunts to crucify their victims for the world to see... its been on my mind since. At first i thought my lfe was over. Brutally humiliated all my life. Then put online... i can seriously under stand Amanda Todds frame of mind. May she rest in peace. I want advice for guidance not to be talked out of it. Im grown up enough to know what im doing and what i want. Just need advice. Been doin small bump a day... not working. Dont want an addiction. Just want results