(it'll be really odd)
Since February, I get depressed very easily and really often, about twice each month, and when I'm depressed I don't wanna even live, just lying in the bed and sometimes crying for no reason (the last time I cried before February was about 6 years ago, so I didn't cry that much before that), and since that it's easier to make me angry, I was really peaceful before, I didn't even shout an anyone, but since February I punched my friend once for a very pity reason (when I said which direction the train will go, he told that I'm wrong, but it turned out that I was right), and there were more times I got really mad and just stayed away from my friends all day long sitting alone.
But today something really strange happened, I woke up at 2 AM after a nightmare, (I warn you in advance, it'll be really strange) in that nightmare a Succubus was torturing me, and as it's a succubus, you know what else...
So I woke up, and tried to sleep back, because I slept only a few hours and I ususally sleep till 9AM or so...
But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't fall asleep.
And after that... Even I don't know why I did that, but I started to find something fun on my mobile (related to succubus). I really feel ashamed and I REALLY don't understand why I did that...
It was this text game where you can make choices, and those will determine the end of the story.
http://www.editthis.info/create_your_own_story/Go_to_Hell
And at the end there's a quote: "you have to assign some of them at least to Earth to collect souls of people dumb or horny enough to fuck them"
and I still don't know the reason of doing it, but I was like "alright, bring me to hell"
I slept back for about 5-10 minutes, and since that I'm feeling really shit. My mood is just totally ruined, but I'm not tired at all. I feel like I want to be alone, and I don't even go online on skype, because I absolutely don't want to talk to my friends, and I know that my godmother would call me, because they set up the pool yesterday, but I don't want to do anything, I just want to be alone, and it scares me pretty much.
I didn't believe in this ghost/demon possession stuff, whatever, I didn't believe in this whole spiritual thing, only on evolution, because it's logical, but it was too much for me and I started to think that there are evil creatures besides humans too.
Thanks in advance for helping
Since February, I get depressed very easily and really often, about twice each month, and when I'm depressed I don't wanna even live, just lying in the bed and sometimes crying for no reason (the last time I cried before February was about 6 years ago, so I didn't cry that much before that), and since that it's easier to make me angry, I was really peaceful before, I didn't even shout an anyone, but since February I punched my friend once for a very pity reason (when I said which direction the train will go, he told that I'm wrong, but it turned out that I was right), and there were more times I got really mad and just stayed away from my friends all day long sitting alone.
But today something really strange happened, I woke up at 2 AM after a nightmare, (I warn you in advance, it'll be really strange) in that nightmare a Succubus was torturing me, and as it's a succubus, you know what else...
So I woke up, and tried to sleep back, because I slept only a few hours and I ususally sleep till 9AM or so...
But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't fall asleep.
And after that... Even I don't know why I did that, but I started to find something fun on my mobile (related to succubus). I really feel ashamed and I REALLY don't understand why I did that...
It was this text game where you can make choices, and those will determine the end of the story.
http://www.editthis.info/create_your_own_story/Go_to_Hell
And at the end there's a quote: "you have to assign some of them at least to Earth to collect souls of people dumb or horny enough to fuck them"
and I still don't know the reason of doing it, but I was like "alright, bring me to hell"
I slept back for about 5-10 minutes, and since that I'm feeling really shit. My mood is just totally ruined, but I'm not tired at all. I feel like I want to be alone, and I don't even go online on skype, because I absolutely don't want to talk to my friends, and I know that my godmother would call me, because they set up the pool yesterday, but I don't want to do anything, I just want to be alone, and it scares me pretty much.
I didn't believe in this ghost/demon possession stuff, whatever, I didn't believe in this whole spiritual thing, only on evolution, because it's logical, but it was too much for me and I started to think that there are evil creatures besides humans too.
Thanks in advance for helping