Hello I take Tramadol, for depression, I lost my job, have nothing but time on my hands. Living alone doesn't help. I take 4 in the am and 4 later, and it somehow just lifts me to the point where i can function. My order was seized, so I orded again, express mail, it was just seized. So i ordered again, this won't get here for at least a week, if it shows up. My doctor gave me some, but it is not time for refill. I'm in such a bad state, haven't slept, my body is tired, but my heart my body is electric. And i'm extremely depressed. Not having that help just puts everything in front, no job, friends have moved. Is there any way to help with this withdrawal. Truly I cannot tell you how horrible it is. Is there anything that will take the edge of, that will allow me to sleep?, benedryl don't work at all. I can't go through this much longer. thanks