I hear ya. My main thought was just that 5-MeO-DMT is so intense and abstract, it makes me more confident to remember something like a normal dose of LSD if you were able to retain your trip through all of that haha. Plus, 5-MeO-DMT does work through 5-HT2A too, so I'm sure there is some overlap. I get what you're saying about potential zopiclone impurities too. I was planning to start with a prescription dose of zolpidem and a low dose of a psychedelic, so I'm not terribly worried. I don't redose on new drugs or combinations if I don't reach the effects I want, just try again next time, unless that combo is just like adding more LSD to another psychedelic I'm also familiar with or something.... I think you get to compliment yourself after making it through that combo lol. I still wouldn't go that far yet, I'm still working my way up to those experiences.... I definitely think I'm on the right track though. Thanks for the perspective.
I've heard that about the pantherinas too, I'm keeping the doses small for now. Honestly though, if muscimol is the only real varying factor then I'm really not worried. Really, I found the pantherinas to be smoother than the muscarias even though I tripped harder on the former than I ever have on the latter. All the accounts I've read lead me to believe that pantherinas may have comparatively less muscarine to the muscarias, and therefore might actually be the more pleasant one if done right....
I'm guessing based on your wording that you haven't actually tried muscimol then? If that's the case, maybe I can provide some fresh off the presses insight from my experience. I couldn't fully wrap my head around this until it actually happened to me. In the same way that a synthetic cannabinoid trip feels like getting high on weed, and then getting higher, and higher, and higher, higher than you've ever been before, so high that reality starts to shatter... so does muscimol feel just the same way for alcohol and getting drunk. During most of the comeup phase, the first couple of hours or so, literally the only difference I noticed from alcohol was, like I said, that there was no memory disruption or accompanying psychological disorientation. It progressed all the way to getting the spins, but without any nausea or anything, it wasn't unpleasant. They increased to the point that I would have blacked out on alcohol, but since I was still so clearheaded, they just kept going and going.... They increased to the point of becoming actual geometric visuals and strong dissociation, but in a very psychedelic way. From that point on, the comparisons were shocking. It didn't feel "psychedelic-like", it was literally giving me visuals indistinguishable from serotonergic psychedelics, even all the way up to how the entities are formed. At the same time, visuals indistinguishable from anticholinergic deliriants were interwoven with them, and I'm pretty familiar with deliriants as well. There is truly no better description for muscimol than psychedelic deliriant.... At the peak, it had the euphoria, loss of inhibitions, and energy of psychedelics, with the mindset of a deliriant, and the visuals of both. It was actually so much like them that I'm now pretty much as convinced as I can possibly be without dissecting someone's brain myself that muscimol actually stimulates GABA(A) receptors that become active in response to both serotonin receptor agonism and muscarinic acetylcholine receptor antagonism, as they are known to in various areas around the brain, and that what makes it unique is not actually that its different from most other GABA drugs, but that it's the only one that is capable of taking you to the level it does without causing total amnesia. And in that way, the actual picture would be one of *most* GABAergics being psychedelic deliriants, but mostly only in sub-hallucinogenic doses....
Fascinatingly,
this study seems to suggest that muscimol may not act on GABA(A) receptors containing alpha1 subunits. Interesting that zolpidem, which is pretty well known for its high incidence of amnesia, acts selectively through these receptors, don't you think?
I'm certainly much more intrigued by these mushrooms now than I was before.... I'm hoping to have a report up for that experience some time tonight.