HiManImDan
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So in 2014 I rolled a lot. I would gap the rolls out at the most 4 weeks and 1 week being the least, but often mostly every 2-3 weeks I used to roll. I also went through a holiday period where I rolled every 2-3 days for 4 weeks. After the holiday period, I still didn't notice a comedown and my usual dose of 130mg started becoming dull. 2 weeks after m holiday period, I decided to roll again but since 130mg become dull, I stepped the dosage up to 200mg followed by a 130mg booster. After this new dosage, the comedown became existant, starting the second day (either Monday or sunday) after I rolled and finishing almost entirely on the Friday. The comedown was depressing, I had a negative outlook on life as well as feeling as if the places I would go to everyday were a different place. My house, the school, even the local mall felt like a different place, it just gave me a different vibe. The comedown also had my mood going up and down very fast.
After the comedown hit me the first time I decided to keep a solid 3 week gap, or at least 2 weeks.
My tolerance went up and I decided I would try 300mg dose with a 130mg booster, which would completely fuck me up to the point where I wouldnt even remember bits of the night. I got a comedown as well obviously and it lasts a week this time.
I then waited 3 weeks and rolled on 300mg followed by 130 again, but I got no comedown? I got an afterglow?
The afterglow lasted 2 weeks and by the third week I started getting a comedown that lasted, well, until I took mdma again, stupid decision. The same thing happened, I used to feel better after I took mdma and have a 2 week afterglow. When the 2 week afterglow was finished the comedown came at week 3-4 after my roll and never really went away but kept dying down slowly over a feel weeks to where it was kind of non-exsistant. I decided to have a break for two months.
In this two month break I did notice that when I would blink and look at something there would sometimes be things in the corner of my eye or straight in front of me. Nothing big or detailed, mainly just a dot, line or colour.
I rolled after the two month break, which was new years and noticed the mild hallucinations become kind of detailed the day after my roll, only when I closed my eyes. Otherwise it would just be an item like a remote control on my bed that would look like it's there, but when I blinked again it went away.
It's the second day after my roll on new years and the hallucinations had died down, obviously being very much there while I was rolling and then a bit the day after. I don't feel too bad but I'll keep you updated.
So basically after all this, is it possible for your brain to adapt and/or rely on MDMA after frequent use?
And is hallucinations a sign of a chemical inbalance? (Low serotonin levels?)
Thanks
So in 2014 I rolled a lot. I would gap the rolls out at the most 4 weeks and 1 week being the least, but often mostly every 2-3 weeks I used to roll. I also went through a holiday period where I rolled every 2-3 days for 4 weeks. After the holiday period, I still didn't notice a comedown and my usual dose of 130mg started becoming dull. 2 weeks after m holiday period, I decided to roll again but since 130mg become dull, I stepped the dosage up to 200mg followed by a 130mg booster. After this new dosage, the comedown became existant, starting the second day (either Monday or sunday) after I rolled and finishing almost entirely on the Friday. The comedown was depressing, I had a negative outlook on life as well as feeling as if the places I would go to everyday were a different place. My house, the school, even the local mall felt like a different place, it just gave me a different vibe. The comedown also had my mood going up and down very fast.
After the comedown hit me the first time I decided to keep a solid 3 week gap, or at least 2 weeks.
My tolerance went up and I decided I would try 300mg dose with a 130mg booster, which would completely fuck me up to the point where I wouldnt even remember bits of the night. I got a comedown as well obviously and it lasts a week this time.
I then waited 3 weeks and rolled on 300mg followed by 130 again, but I got no comedown? I got an afterglow?
The afterglow lasted 2 weeks and by the third week I started getting a comedown that lasted, well, until I took mdma again, stupid decision. The same thing happened, I used to feel better after I took mdma and have a 2 week afterglow. When the 2 week afterglow was finished the comedown came at week 3-4 after my roll and never really went away but kept dying down slowly over a feel weeks to where it was kind of non-exsistant. I decided to have a break for two months.
In this two month break I did notice that when I would blink and look at something there would sometimes be things in the corner of my eye or straight in front of me. Nothing big or detailed, mainly just a dot, line or colour.
I rolled after the two month break, which was new years and noticed the mild hallucinations become kind of detailed the day after my roll, only when I closed my eyes. Otherwise it would just be an item like a remote control on my bed that would look like it's there, but when I blinked again it went away.
It's the second day after my roll on new years and the hallucinations had died down, obviously being very much there while I was rolling and then a bit the day after. I don't feel too bad but I'll keep you updated.
So basically after all this, is it possible for your brain to adapt and/or rely on MDMA after frequent use?
And is hallucinations a sign of a chemical inbalance? (Low serotonin levels?)
Thanks
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