MissFormaldehyde
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I was just reflecting on an experience I had last year and realized I never read anything like it or have exactly experienced it since so I figured this was the best place to share my experience. It wasn't unpleasant, just a little weird.
Me and a group of friends were at a warehouse event and 3 of us decided to get into a little more fun other than just a few beers & dancing like the rest of the posse. We didn't get there until after midnight as there was no rush when it wasn't over for awhile. We snorted a little bit of sassafras, but, I really didn't feel anything that much really except a subtle high off it.
Eventually, somebody in our trio found Molly which has been a friend of mine since my teens. The room was was dark except for strobe and blacklights, but, it was off-white looking powder in clear capsules from what I could see. I don't remember if there were crystals or not. Anyway...I took like 1 or 2 $20 (read that is anywhere from 100-150 mg) capsules. I remember there being an extra and our guy friend handing it off, but, don't remember if if me or our girlfriend took it.
Felt good the rest of the night. It took a little longer to kick for me and girlfriend because we ate before the party and also just swallowed the caps. We left the event and went to chill at one of our friends' houses that drove to the rave with us. Smoked a little weed which also wasn't unusual for times I've rolled.
Flash forward to around 4/5 AM when I decide to get a ride home still rolling. Get changed and cuddle up since it's a cold night. I don't know if it was happening already and I just didn't notice it earlier because I wasn't around stimuli anymore, but, it's like my mind wouldn't shut off and it was going in patterns.
I'd think,"Alright ,girl. Relax and go to sleep." and go into a mental tangent about the last thing I thought about. I forget exactly verbatim anymore but as an example, it was like"sleep....sleep cycles consist of NREM and REM. REM wrote "Radio Free Europe". Europe is a continent." And on and on. Nothing I thought of was immune. Even if I forced my brain to shut up for a minute and refocus on say....what I was doing Monday so I'd drift off, it started all over again. It's like every thought triggered a related stream of them.
I eventually was able to fall asleep and felt alright, but, couldn't help but be like,"WTF was that sorcery? XD "
Me and a group of friends were at a warehouse event and 3 of us decided to get into a little more fun other than just a few beers & dancing like the rest of the posse. We didn't get there until after midnight as there was no rush when it wasn't over for awhile. We snorted a little bit of sassafras, but, I really didn't feel anything that much really except a subtle high off it.
Eventually, somebody in our trio found Molly which has been a friend of mine since my teens. The room was was dark except for strobe and blacklights, but, it was off-white looking powder in clear capsules from what I could see. I don't remember if there were crystals or not. Anyway...I took like 1 or 2 $20 (read that is anywhere from 100-150 mg) capsules. I remember there being an extra and our guy friend handing it off, but, don't remember if if me or our girlfriend took it.
Felt good the rest of the night. It took a little longer to kick for me and girlfriend because we ate before the party and also just swallowed the caps. We left the event and went to chill at one of our friends' houses that drove to the rave with us. Smoked a little weed which also wasn't unusual for times I've rolled.
Flash forward to around 4/5 AM when I decide to get a ride home still rolling. Get changed and cuddle up since it's a cold night. I don't know if it was happening already and I just didn't notice it earlier because I wasn't around stimuli anymore, but, it's like my mind wouldn't shut off and it was going in patterns.
I'd think,"Alright ,girl. Relax and go to sleep." and go into a mental tangent about the last thing I thought about. I forget exactly verbatim anymore but as an example, it was like"sleep....sleep cycles consist of NREM and REM. REM wrote "Radio Free Europe". Europe is a continent." And on and on. Nothing I thought of was immune. Even if I forced my brain to shut up for a minute and refocus on say....what I was doing Monday so I'd drift off, it started all over again. It's like every thought triggered a related stream of them.
I eventually was able to fall asleep and felt alright, but, couldn't help but be like,"WTF was that sorcery? XD "