Yes the whole thing tuned out OK, for very strange reasons. Because the the cut was horrible it made my high closer to that from being on a speed/Caffeine binge. I hadn't done coke for around 12 years. So I was not able to distinguish the smell of the coke very well. It had a very faint smell like what you would expect, the chemical smell that U would smell on some good coke. So,Basically a cheap/weird Amphetamines laced with Lidocaine /benzocaine had me thinking it was the cocaine I've been craving, and went to town on the stuff for 3 whole, looooong binges, with only a day or 2 of rest between them. What saved me was that it was impure as hell so comedown was a breeze. The only kind of fiending U get from it is the normal stubbornness of not wanting to end a long binge. Of course I am a bit stubborn and have always preferred drugs solo and binging til I drop. So basically, If it was good stuff, I can't imagine I would have quit till I was dead or in the hospital. Thank God for shit drugs and scammers! jk
I relapsed and was so hungry to binge on charlie, so much that I easily and calmly decided to spend most of my savings in about a month and a half's time. Like I was possessed by some vague memory where for one night or two I was happy doing coke. But thinking clearly I see for a fact that even back when it thought it was fun, the negatives far outweigh the positives.
