sonicwhite
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I know the horrors of benzo withdrawal. I know how bad it was when I can off of it. I thought I was at Gods judgment. I would walk to my bathroom door and I believe on the other side of it was hell. That God told me I wasted my life and that hell was for me.
I would cringe and think well I messed up. I would be put to fear when I opened the door only to realize that I saw the bathroom floor.
Gabapentin is so close to that. I don?t want to go thru this withdrawals. Had it not been for withdrawals I would of dropped this drug along time ago.
I?ve just been starving the inevitable. So can anyone give me any encouragement. I feel like I?m going to go thru hell once again but I know it has to been done in order for me to become what I so desire.
A living testimony.
I would cringe and think well I messed up. I would be put to fear when I opened the door only to realize that I saw the bathroom floor.
Gabapentin is so close to that. I don?t want to go thru this withdrawals. Had it not been for withdrawals I would of dropped this drug along time ago.
I?ve just been starving the inevitable. So can anyone give me any encouragement. I feel like I?m going to go thru hell once again but I know it has to been done in order for me to become what I so desire.
A living testimony.