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Guilt: Methamphetamine vs. Other Drugs

Billybadjoebob

Billybadjoebob

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Does anyone else feel a particularly profound sense of guilt after a meth binge? I haven't used in weeks, but I was wondering if anyone else felt this. I haven't experienced it with other drugs, I'd regret being very fucked up, but it didn't relate to guilt. For some reason, I regret the fact that I used meth in particular whereas other stimulant don't do that for me.

anyone else?
 
The only guilt I feel after doing any drug is if I use all of it and have none.
 
d1nach said:
The only guilt I feel after doing any drug is if I use all of it and have none.
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This pretty much sums it up for me too, I don't feel guilty for doing the drug, I'll just feel bad when it's all gone because I have no more. Saying that though, I am not happy with the fact that I have been addicted to certain drugs (amphetamine and methamphetamine), but guilt is not what I feel for that, more anger at the fact that I would allow it to happen.
 
Billybadjoebob said:
Does anyone else feel a particularly profound sense of guilt after a meth binge? I haven't used in weeks, but I was wondering if anyone else felt this. I haven't experienced it with other drugs, I'd regret being very fucked up, but it didn't relate to guilt. For some reason, I regret the fact that I used meth in particular whereas other stimulant don't do that for me.

anyone else?
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You feel guilty because of the bullshit your parents put in your head when you were small. You get rid of that, you get rid of the guilt.
 
Lol yeah, meth has a "stigma" (partially deserved, partially unfair IMO)

Hopeless opiate junkies would even look down on tweakers
 
I feel incredibly guilty while I'm in Opiate WD... Guilty for doing Heroin/Other opiates.

I also feel guilty when I'm HIGH or coming off of meth... Meth really makes me feel guilty.. dont know why.

But when I'm high on opiates, The I DGAF attitude is upon me.
 
Your parents intoxicated your human amygdala with punishments, merit and grabbing you by the chin when you did something wrong. Single mothers nowadays have that shitty habit because their entire life is a failure. Chew 4mg Nicotine tabs until the amygdala is reset.
 
Billybadjoebob said:
Does anyone else feel a particularly profound sense of guilt after a meth binge? I haven't used in weeks, but I was wondering if anyone else felt this. I haven't experienced it with other drugs, I'd regret being very fucked up, but it didn't relate to guilt. For some reason, I regret the fact that I used meth in particular whereas other stimulant don't do that for me.

anyone else?
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only fell guilt on meth, if i do something stupid like incoherently ramble bs to all my friends. or if get into a fight with someone over the littlest thing. thats why i only do it when i am isolated.
 
coke guilt/ grime keeps me and others away, I can only imagine it getting worse with crank
 
Maybe it's because I don't binge I take various drugs daily at doses I can talk to people and they can't tell. If I binged through all my money I'd feel like shit
 
It's an odd phenomenon and only thing I guess is the aforementioned stigma. I overcame a heroin addiction and the only thing I regretted at the time was quitting. Maybe because I grew up unknowingly around a lot of meth abusers that causes the odd guilt for me.
Methacodone said:
I feel incredibly guilty while I'm in Opiate WD... Guilty for doing Heroin/Other opiates.

I also feel guilty when I'm HIGH or coming off of meth... Meth really makes me feel guilty.. dont know why.

But when I'm high on opiates, The I DGAF attitude is upon me.
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ive noticed this as well, that I'm usually feeling the most guilt when everybody goes home and I'm just about done with the high itself.
 
I have autism so maybe that plays a role in my lack of guilt over drug use because I'm mostly a loner so there is not as much societal pressure to say no.

It's probably your environment since u where born I think culture plays a large role as well as biology in determines what people feel taboo or guilty about. For example eating alot of donuts here would make most guilty due to the external message sugar is a killer and fat is bad and ugly. But in some poorer countries it wouldn't cause guilt if having excess fat is seen as sexy and wealth and access to excess resources.
 
Wow! You're autistic?! That's so fascinating to me, I am sure it is hardly fascinating to you as you have to live with it everyday. Since I was diagnosed years ago as bipolar I've taken an incredible intrigue in mental affliction.

Are there any particular drugs that have a negative impact on you managing it?

And I used meth well for a bit before I gave into binges, as I'm sure you could infer from my posts :/
 
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d1nach said:
I have autism so maybe that plays a role in my lack of guilt over drug use because I'm mostly a loner so there is not as much societal pressure to say no.

It's probably your environment since u where born I think culture plays a large role as well as biology in determines what people feel taboo or guilty about. For example eating alot of donuts here would make most guilty due to the external message sugar is a killer and fat is bad and ugly. But in some poorer countries it wouldn't cause guilt if having excess fat is seen as sexy and wealth and access to excess resources.
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Well it is also the physiological effects of trans fans and sugars, in the case of donuts, or dopamine/ w.e. drops.... ACTUAL bodily effects definitely precipitate the guilt to be worse. AS FAR AS autism, I cannot/ will not recommend anything AS "don't ask me I don't know" -Ozzy Osbourne, ~1974
 
After drinking and doing Coke all night I would feel extreme guilt and regret. My guilt came from having no control over my actions regarding buying more and more Coke instead of stopping and going home. Also the only decisions I made with a beer in my hand were bad decisions.

I know it's not meth but I thought I would share anyway.
 
No but I also never binge on meth and don't take too much.
On the other hand, I'm pretty sure I'd feel very guilty if I ever take cocaine, it's just that I promised my parents and myself years ago that I'll never try it. But hey they never said anything about methamphetamine lol


I'm sure that after days without sleep or food any person in the world would feel like shit on the comedown and probably experience feelings of guilt,shame, ect... Doesn't matter if it's meth of any other stim. IMO
 
I only feel guilt when there is objective harm as the result of my actions. But, even then it was more of wow I'm never doing that again. Like if I drink one beer I don't feel guilty if I drank a ton of whiskey and spent the evening laying in the floor of the bathroom dizzy ya I felt pretty guilty of being reckless and stupid. I think with anyways the best way to avoid guilt is to try to consume it in a way that gives you what you want without taking away your functioning or health or harming others. For example no FAP is a big thing where people basically feel super guilty over watching porn. I think a way of not feeling guilty is to say u wanna watch porn whatever watch it like 15 minutes then do something with your life. You wanna have a drink have a few beers after work not like falling over like a 0.08 BAC. You want nicotine try a vape instead of smoking two packs maybe you smoke a cigar on Friday night from a lapse in control don't guilt trip yourself while smoking two packs ruminating over it just go back to vaping
 
d1nach Another way to feel better is to clean out your PMs. Back to OP.
 
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