daveslaine
Bluelighter
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- Feb 21, 2012
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It's the start of the year and my last dose of any opiate was 25mg hydrocodone and 45mg on Sunday
Saturday I took 55mg total oxy and half a gram of cocaine dosed throughout the day (hadn't done it in half a year so had zero tolerance) and it was an awesome day.
It was just sunny enough for a while on Saturday in socal to snort first orally take an oxy, then snort one about 30 min later, followed shortly by cocaine and omg ?... Cocaine on top of opiates makes me so positive, happy, and euphoric without the edgy side effects of cocaine alone...
Had a blast but now I know it's time to cut it for a while and let my mind and body recover. Luckily I have no withdrawals or even any cravings. Though I told myself at least 2 months clean taking Naltrexone starting next week every day or every other day... Its gonna clean the f**k out of my tolerance as well.
But I'm wondering... Should I get back on it again in 2 months, or wait till summer till May or June?
Or try to be completely off? It's not hard to stay off but it's also so delicious and so amazing to take an opiate when. You have been clean for months. The come up and rush after months is pure bliss.
Saturday I took 55mg total oxy and half a gram of cocaine dosed throughout the day (hadn't done it in half a year so had zero tolerance) and it was an awesome day.
It was just sunny enough for a while on Saturday in socal to snort first orally take an oxy, then snort one about 30 min later, followed shortly by cocaine and omg ?... Cocaine on top of opiates makes me so positive, happy, and euphoric without the edgy side effects of cocaine alone...
Had a blast but now I know it's time to cut it for a while and let my mind and body recover. Luckily I have no withdrawals or even any cravings. Though I told myself at least 2 months clean taking Naltrexone starting next week every day or every other day... Its gonna clean the f**k out of my tolerance as well.
But I'm wondering... Should I get back on it again in 2 months, or wait till summer till May or June?
Or try to be completely off? It's not hard to stay off but it's also so delicious and so amazing to take an opiate when. You have been clean for months. The come up and rush after months is pure bliss.