Twilight222
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 25, 2017
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Well,I've been stalking bluelight for years but I figured I'd attempt to start a new thread here. The history is a bit complex I suppose. I can't lie. I love a fucking mind alter. Sure trauma history, my parents didn't love me enough blah blah fuckity blah (chanelling Eminem).I live in So Cal,it's beautiful everyday. I have enough money. I have beautiful kids and a great ex-husband. I have a cool boyfriend. I have a great job. Nothing is fucking wrong. I used to love opiates. they got old. detoxed off vikes and oxy after 10 years (few years ago). Love molly but had to stop.comedown too rough. next love:GHB. didnt quite realize I would be hallucinating and psychotic from trying to.manage this one.fucking oops.should have stuck to day drinking and the occasional xanax. The ween is brutal FUCKING BRUTAL. Not sure if xanax is trading the evil. i know, Gaba A, Gaba B,but shit-at this point its all a fucking mish mash of burnt the fuck out everything receptors.
anyway any advice from the old school crew would be very fucking appreciated.
Peace
-Twighlight
anyway any advice from the old school crew would be very fucking appreciated.
Peace
-Twighlight