Phildo.Gaggums
Greenlighter
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- Sep 21, 2019
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First off, thanks in advance for wisdom and past experiences from you guys. Every bit of information and advice is deeply appreciated.
Time to get down to brass tacks. As many of us have before, here I am; back up to an average of 10g a week, jail is probably creeping up quick, I have a tendency to end up there at about the 1.5g/day mark. Primarily for just being sloppy, not boosting or hurting others. Fortunately, not pricking myself this time, thanks to my fiance. Job is very stable. If anything, I've actually excelled. Oddly, I'm completely functional. That's the worst factor in this. I don't want to, bc it's actually going well. All that changes with a simple illegal u-turn, or failure to use a turn signal, y'all know the rest.
In Texas, county jails hold little to no sympathy for a heroin addict. Never have I gotten a bute, or methadone. Typically, I'm in agony, unable to sleep, tremors and depression enough to bring me to tears for 3-6 days, followed by a few days of feeling like a common cold.
Last week I was given "the ultimatum."
Needless to say, my magical fairy dust has to go. Due to my employment, the 7 days of sweating in the AC, pale white face, and wet farts doesn't fit in my agenda.
I've been back on for 2 months, 1.5/day, snort. I'm open to any suggestions.
My friend used meth (speed) to get off, and that led him to be clean from H, but a tweaker, so not that.
I purchased 20 Suboxone.
I need a relatively fast track, less than a month. I'm ok with most aspects of dt's except the tremors and insomnia.
Thanks in advance
Time to get down to brass tacks. As many of us have before, here I am; back up to an average of 10g a week, jail is probably creeping up quick, I have a tendency to end up there at about the 1.5g/day mark. Primarily for just being sloppy, not boosting or hurting others. Fortunately, not pricking myself this time, thanks to my fiance. Job is very stable. If anything, I've actually excelled. Oddly, I'm completely functional. That's the worst factor in this. I don't want to, bc it's actually going well. All that changes with a simple illegal u-turn, or failure to use a turn signal, y'all know the rest.
In Texas, county jails hold little to no sympathy for a heroin addict. Never have I gotten a bute, or methadone. Typically, I'm in agony, unable to sleep, tremors and depression enough to bring me to tears for 3-6 days, followed by a few days of feeling like a common cold.
Last week I was given "the ultimatum."
Needless to say, my magical fairy dust has to go. Due to my employment, the 7 days of sweating in the AC, pale white face, and wet farts doesn't fit in my agenda.
I've been back on for 2 months, 1.5/day, snort. I'm open to any suggestions.
My friend used meth (speed) to get off, and that led him to be clean from H, but a tweaker, so not that.
I purchased 20 Suboxone.
I need a relatively fast track, less than a month. I'm ok with most aspects of dt's except the tremors and insomnia.
Thanks in advance
