I have never taken this drug before and I have never done heroin. I have taken 100-150mg hydrocodone a day at 1 time which is dangerous in itself, yes. Stupid I know! I took a 10mg methadone and feel like I am dying. I'm so scared. Feels like I'm having a hard time breathing. Maybe a panic attack from all the stuff that I've read about it. I'm scared to go to sleep but I'm exhausted. Did anyone else feel like this when they first started it? I'm not in a clinic or anything. My dealer was out of hydro' but had these so I thought why not try it. Stupidest decision of my life. I feel miserable. Head pounding, queezy, but mostly frustrated and scared! Thanks for your advice in advance. I'm sure I'll hear how dumb I am and I'm ready for it.
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