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Formerly tolerable drugs now causing unheard of side effects

JohnBoy2000

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I dosed 20 mg ketamine IM last Sunday.

On Thursday, first time in my life, I began to experience hemorrhoids, anal.

They're excrutiatingly painful.

Today, the other psychoactive effects of ketamine began to ware off, so did the hemorrhoids.

Of course via the gut-brain axis gastric function is effected by drug use.
But I had used ket previously, no such issue.

Now it's like my body is saying, "keep this evil away from me".

Drug use can also (methamphetamine especially), elicit bizarre sexual tendencies, like thinking about trannies for some reason;
This seems heavily discussed in "BDD".

This was formerly only apparent on certain drugs, then gradually on more - and now it appears anything which interferes with my neural function = elicits warped sexual tendencies.

They're superficial so I never act on them, but it does cause me to think about them (tranny porn mostly).

I'm 100% heterosexual.

As cognition is mediated through neural function, neural interference = cognitive interference = judgement interference;

I think this is the process.

As per my blog I am implementing a highly refined process of cognition, and since doing so, drug use is now regressive.

Any kind of drug use.

.....

But getting hemorroids, pfffff - I never saw that coming.
 
I don't know if I got the right frequency on that, but I'm skeptical. Everyone whom I have known well gets satisfaction at relations with the same gender and sex. Whatever that is, it is. Lots of postmodern confusion about that. Sympathomimetics are known for expanding one's sexual preferences and then some..If all drugs make you feel that way, maybe you'd want some objective exploration i dunnoz.

People are quite reductive in explaining how these drugs work. It's a safer thought to do that than to look at our naivete, I guess, which is a sort of rationalization of being unrational(?)

Drugs don't work in closed system, basically. You impact one brain region and ten more alter as a result of that, and the longer you use a drug, the more it tends to affect these (aptly put, "downstrean") regions. So with continued use, there will be emergent effects. Usually if you take a few days or a week or two off, the most negative of them resolve pretty neatly.

I don't consider myself to like transexual porn, but I don't think that it's anyone's bnusiness what makes you pop. Not much to lose. Warped. Maybe. I try not to judge with this sort of thing. It's your freedom it seems.

People don't really understand how much the gut biome affects their mind. Part of the next generation, hopeffully.
 
You know how many times I've read about strait men wanking to gay porn or trannies while on methamphetamine, a fucking lot mate, yet when they ain't high it couldn't be further from thier mind, I don't do meth or watch porn, I'd watch gay porn though I'm just to shy to do anything about it, or search for it lol and I'm a woman, I just have a thing for gays
 
There are, what, 8 kundalini pleasure center chakras starting with the anus and working up to a halo? [7 if you don't count the halo chakra, which is extra corporeal, technically.] Seth created the genitals (2nd pleasure chakra from your bottom). If the universal energy gets stopped up in any one chakra, you will be spiritually out of balance. Or, as Freud put it, "anal retentive" if your anus is where the blockage is. An anal retentive person may be obsessed with cleanliness and intensely focused on the anal pleasure brought about by a large, satisfying fecal voiding, for example. People stuck at the genital stage may become sexaholics. The stomach chakra, glutinous. The lung chakra, heavy smokers. The throat chakra, singing. The brain chakra, intellectual pursuits. If the universal flow of energy makes its way all the way to the halo 8th chakra, which is above the cranium, though, you're golden! So let it flow. Let yourself go. Slow and low, that is the tempo!
 
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